can someone explain to me why it is that we always go for guys that are basically unavailable to us. i just can't help but wonder, and i'm beginning to lose my mind. every single time. it's like after a certain number of times you would have learned but no. so i will sit here, crushing on a guy that i cannot and will not have, and it just sucks ( Read more... )

[ .. ] first name: Sally ( Read more... )

really? all i want in life is to be a mom. honestly. that is my biggest goal in life is to have kids. i couldn't ask for anything more. i hate school. i feel that this is the biggest waste of time i've ever dealt with in my life. as most people know, i was not a big fan of high school. well, i'm still not a big fan of high school. and fyi ( Read more... )

Three Names You Go By ( Read more... )

So Jess and I just ran up and down the dorm jacking funny little things off of people's doors, and we also stopped to chat with Ahmad cuz he's super cool. So now I'm gonna do a survey because I don't sleep ( Read more... )

maybe i'm naive, or maybe i'm just stupid
maybe i'm too young, or maybe i just don't care
things should be easier to figure out.
maybe i think too much.
It's 2:15 in the morning...my night was shit.
How was yours?

Why do you kiss someone when it means nothing? Why would you kiss someone daily if it has absolutely no chance of being anything EVER? Stupid stupid stupid.

So hi everybody. Isn't it amazing that I'm writing in my journal? I am really bored and can't sleep, so I figured wtf, why not? So I have 6 school days left. Graduation is in about a week and a half. How insane is that? Pretty freaking crazy. I don't think everything has hit me yet, and everyone keeps warning me that it will. I don't really ( Read more... )