( I made a collage of Andy and I. <3 )

God, I've had a bad week and a half. I've been so emotionally on the edge that everything trivial has been effecting me. Including rude costumers at work. I just want to move on and put it all behind me, but I keep thinking about it. All the stupid scenarios! I'm just going to act like I don't care, because well, I really don't. It wasn't even ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not going to Toronto this week. I'm going next week I guess. A lot of...crazy stuff happened that I really don't want to type out right now. So, yea. But I guess things always work out for the best. I'm just glad Andy and I are okay. I don't know what I'd do with out him. Anyways. I'm still getting off of work tomorrow at 4 as planned so ( Read more... )

I can't fall asleep. I'm so sick. I have a cold and my throat hurts. I'm having hot flashes. I slept for 2 hours earlier, so that's half of why I can't go to sleep ( Read more... )

I need to start saving money so I can get the hell out of this country. I hate my job, I hate mostly everything about my life right now. I'm not going to be able to change it while living here. I want to be with Andy. I can't take being away from him anymore. I'm just going to move there for a few years or however it takes Andy to finish college ( Read more... )

After work I went to Mervyns, Target and Meijers to buy some things. While I was in Mervyn's Andy called me. He said he missed me and then asked if I missed him too. I said, "no I was too busy panning on how to kill you"

I'm happy now.

I just watched Under the Tuscan Sun.

I want to go live in Italy. Life would be good there. Less stressful. It's beautiful there. I am italian/sicilian after all. . .

So it's almost May and it's snowing and icy! I hate Michigan! I spent the night at Shannon's last night and when I woke up her power was off. I came home and mine was on at least. Otherwise I'd be bored as hell. It was fun driving my baby SUV in the snow though! I <3 it ( Read more... )

Anyways, as I was saying ( Read more... )

i miss my andy

( <3 )