Hmm, well things have been interesting. I have gotten noooo sleep.... Oh wells. Today I washed my car, and vacummed it after coming home from Janal's. Then at 12 I left for Venice. Got there an hour later. Met up with Matt and went to Chili's and watched kids who I didn't know eat. Then we drove to Sarasota to the Christian Bookstore. Matt got like ( Read more... )

Can I leave yet? Please. I must go. I can't stay here anymore. No more letdowns. Sorry for my empty promises. Sorry that I'm so boring and tired when we hang out. Sorry that I can't spend time with a million people before I leave. It's not like I'm vanishing from their lives forever.Oh wells. I just can't wait for everything to start. Getting ( Read more... )

Ok update. Defintely got my computer and printer. Wow amazing is all I can say! So let's see New Year's Eve went to the Turner's and well it was fun times but uhh I just got tired. I did work that day.. so that would be why. I've been working a lot. But hey not any more! My last day at Publix was yesterday! It was amazing! 7:14 was awesome. We were ( Read more... )

Hmm... These past couple of days haven't been the most fun... I slept and tried to feel better. Then on Wednesday night I went to the Turner's... and that was fun except for talking to Adam made me cry. He was down and told me he needed to vent, and he made me start thinking of my relationship with my family...And it made me sad. And hanging out ( Read more... )

So SaRa SaWyEr AnD i HaVe ThE sAmE sIcKnEsS. It's fun. HaD a FeVeR tHiS mOrNiNg. Couldn't figure out if I was hot or cold. WaS wAy CoNgEsTeD aNd CoUgHiNg HuRt LiKe A mOtHeR. Achy all over and it took all my energy just to talk. My NoSe WaS aLL sTuFfEd uP. And yeah I have no appetite, and barely eat anything. I jUsT kEeP dRiNkInG oJ aNd SpRiTe ( Read more... )

Hmm well... Christmas banquet... fun times... I suppose. I think I should have gone by myself. I really didn't like the whole bring a date bit of the banquet... I would have loved to sit with all my chick friends. But whatever. Had to do Christmas karaoke, which was gay. Then I had to sing "and a patridge in a pear tree" 12 TIMES!!, which was ( Read more... )

These things are gay, but I was bored ( Read more... )

These cycles, I hate them. Fuel up on caffeine to get me through the day. The artificial energy, it's never enough. Staying awake until my eyes barely stay open. This tiresome lifestyle. Hate it. This crying out and commitment and proimse. Then feeling as if I've fallen from grace. Flesh against Spirit, waging war, resistence, struggle, sinful over ( Read more... )

Man I keep thinking and talking to people about marriage ( Read more... )

If asked to choose one word to sum up my life right now, I would say it's a toss up between drama and... gayness. I mean hey I'm loving things with the Lord right now and am happy about stuff, but just, a lot of people seem to have an opinion about the whole Justin/ Christmas Banquet thing. Already talked about Bond's reaction. Janal says she's ( Read more... )