so, i got my $9,000 scholarship, plus $5,000 in financial aid from the school. now, all i have to do is sign my name to a $35,000 loan for the rest of it... joy...

I am so sick of school already- cant i just graduate and get out of Parkview????? i am so glad that next year all of my classes will be geared toward musical theatre, and i wont have to put up with this mathematical tomfoolery ( Read more... )

well, i got in all of my stuff for AMDA, and it looks like im going to be in new york as of October...

cooooold....

ok, so while i've been TOLD that i've been accepted into AMDA and that i have received a $9000 scholarship, i have yet to receive ANYTHING about it in writing- not even a frickin acceptance letter!!! what they HAVE sent me, though, is a letter requesting that i add them to the schools my FAFSA needs to be sent to, and a list of loans i can take out ( Read more... )

I just talked to an admissions rep from AMDA (American Musical and Dramatics Academy), and i found out i got a NINE THOUSAND DOLLAR SCHOLARSHIP!!!!! i am sooooo excited...

So, i went to the callbacks for Beauty & the Beast tonight, and the director just took all the fun and adrenaline out of getting to read the cast list and be surprised by telling me EXACTLY who i would be in the production. yes, i am indeed now officially Lumiere! So now, you have to ask yourselves just one question ( Read more... )

I apologize for my last entry. i'm afraid now that certain people are going to misconstrue the motives behind it and get upset with me, and thats not what i want, so please just take the last entry i wrote as just a declaration of how i was feeling at that moment in time, and nothing more ( Read more... )

last night was one of those nights... i went to a party, saw some people i hadnt seen in a long time, and overall i guess i had almost an ok time.

i stole something from him to see if he would notice (it was pretty obvious...), but i guess he didnt... i went home, put on a movie, and cried, clutching this stolen item.

jesus, i hate this...

listen up. i'm going to say this once and once only. i screwed up. badly. and i paid for it. and kevin and i are completely ok now. we are working on the whole trust-communication thing, but we're ok ( Read more... )

the rose is dead. i weep for its gentle beauty and wondrous presence, which i will likely never see again. it was cast aside, like garbage, by the one i love. i hate being in love with someone who cant be in love with me...