This time is so wonderfully different. It took us a while to get it right, I don't know what was going through my head that would make me want to go back to someone like that. As much as I want to wish 8-10th grade would disappear (and most of this year too), if it didn't happen matt and I wouldn't be together. Since we never fight, this gave us a ( Read more... )

when i'm with him, i think of no one else. with him, not a bad thought graces my mind. life is always better when hes around. i can tell in the way he holds me, the way he stares into my eyes. this is it. i was a fool to think i was in love before this ( Read more... )

christmas time is so pretty

as a family we need to stay strong together, no favor is too big to ask.

what ever happened to learning from your mistakes ( Read more... )

good news about my mom (=D), bad news about me. good thing i care about others more than i care about myself ( Read more... )

Good news about my mom =) she's finally getting better, and is on much less medication so she wont be quite as sick anymore. She's in LA now, haha she's never home. Her and her crazy boyfriend (from LA) are going to Italy in march. He bought her a full trip, all expense-paid trip. And he's known her like, a month? GOOD. did i mention they met ( Read more... )

i'll ive been told for the past few days is that i'm wasting my time
theres no chance
and nothing will happen

k then.
ouch?

all i can say is WOW. followed by a bunch of "haha"s. WELL, i spent yesterday afternoon in the hospital because the nerve damage in my back got really bad, so now i'm on all these crazy pain killers. because of the nerve damage my legs have random spasms, haha its actually kind of funny. i kicked my brother by accident today because of one of them ( Read more... )

i am HURT.
this all HURTS.
you HURT me.