I dont really think that i understand myself anymore. I feel like I am making all of the sacrifices in our relationship, but maybe not. maybe we both are trying just as hard to get through this whole mess together. I love Jake more than anything in the entire world, and i know that he loves me more than anything in the entire world... i really do ( Read more... )

wow. i cant believe how lame i used to be... how fucking hysterical.

what is going on? really.

made 23 dollars in tips today and it was slow as fuck. that makes me happy ( Read more... )

i work at dunkin donuts now and its so wierd, everyone is like family accept me and meaka. i think its nuts ( Read more... )

happy birthday dustin ( Read more... )

tomorrow is a druken night with druken friends and hopefully there will be no druken fights.

i dont feel clear on anything at the moment. im confused with a lot of different emotions i am feeling. trust, distrust, anger, love, hate, lust, sadness, disapointment; and i still dont know who or what the emotions are directed to just yet. but i feel them, and they fucking suck.

... i just dont understand you sometimes.

My brother is getting married today; so far, i'm the only one ready and its getting very boring. Luckily, my internet finally started to work ( Read more... )

this internet is finally working!... that makes me really excited. i really miss britty decker now that everyone i hang out with talks about her all the time. damn ( Read more... )