if you leave don't leave now please don't take my heart away promise me just one more night then we'll go our separate ways we've always had time on our sides now its fading fast every second every moment we've gotta make it last I touch you once I touch you twice I won't let go at any price I need you now like I needed you then you always said we' ( Read more... )

Fuck fuck fuck.

Life is all about lies.
I should get fucking use to it.

"but I could not recall, a more perfect fall ( Read more... )

This has just been going straight into the ground.

I wish I had the courage to stop it.

Too bad I don't or else I wouldn't be having to go through this.

What if you were to decide,
that you don't want me there by your side,
that you don't want me there in your life?"

Spend some time with me, say that you'll be mine
I never thought I'd find someone to be mine
Lord knows I was right cuz you just crossed the line
Spend some time with me, say that you'll be mine.

I remember...

"so arch your back,
and flip your hair,
make eye contact,
cause you know I care."

Happy Merry Wonderful Thanksgiving..

suppose I said I am on my best behavior and there are times I lose my worried mind would you want me when I'm not myself? wait it out while I am someone else? suppose I said colors change for on good reason and words will go from poetry to prose. would you want me when I'm not myself? wait it out while I am someone else? and I, in time, will come ( Read more... )

we are young, heartache to heartache, we stand, no promises, no demands. love is a battlefield. we are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong. searchin our hearts for so long, both of us knowing. love is a battlefield. you're beggin me to go, you're makin me stay. why do you hurt me so bad? it would help me to know, do I stand in your way, or am I ( Read more... )

Sigh.
Here I go again.

"it takes more time than I've ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. as young as I was, I felt older back then, more disciplined, stronger and certain. but I was scared to death of eternity, I was saved by grace but destroyed by naivety. and I lied to myself, and said it was for the best. so now faith is ( Read more... )

"I try but I'm not convincing. your lips they pout and twist and, I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you. you take in everything with a certainty I envy. its somehow all I need. just keep me guessing please."

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