i am way to senstive. i come off to people as being insanely mental or something. no one understand`s. not one single person. people take it as me being bitchy, me having an attitude, me playing "game`s" or me just being really stupid and i don`t like it ( Read more... )

to be honest, i had a wonderful weekend. i went upnorth with chris + his family, it was real relaxing. there was this so-called "festival", which consisted of a park with random dollar store items being sold, horses sitting around; smelling bad, and of course, a beer/gambling tent. although there wasn't much to do, we handled it quite well ( Read more... )

LUKEDOGG8706: im comin to collect for today
s3x oN tHa bEaCh: aight
LUKEDOGG8706: and in 3 minutes tomorrows also
LUKEDOGG8706: so have 40$
s3x oN tHa bEaCh: mmkay
LUKEDOGG8706: good
s3x oN tHa bEaCh: i have no idea what ur talking about

hahah. luke. is. funny.

my mom is the coolest mom ever. i love her.

um, that's about all...

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instructions: write a paragraph about eight people but dont include their names - then, if someone knows who it is (if it`s them or someone else) - they have to leave a comment ( Read more... )

things are stressful. but i`m fine. and i`m not just saying that. i`ll be okay ... i wanna thank everyone whos helped me thru this shit soo much, you guys are amazing. =)

i have been with my boyfriend for almost 6 months. for these past 6 months, i have matured so much, mostly emotionally. i actually thought i was truely happy with my life, my relationships, and most of all myself. i've always been insecure with myself, my body, my friends, and most of all i'm a people pleaser. i do whatever i need to try and feel ( Read more... )

it's been a rough past couple of days. i've done some shit i haven't done in a while, most of it which i regret. right now i don't believe in the following: god, trust or dignity. i need out.

someone please help me.

stress. anger. mixed emotions. pain. tears. blood. broken. shattered. torn. misery. anxiety. bitterness. distress. grief. heartache. hurt. more tears...

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i am dying.

welll otays, fuck its been a fuckiin whyle but my lazy ass decided i needed a new journal. i missed writin` about everything i did everyday. so here it is! soO nOw ery One can read in ta` my daily life and be ..... nOzey ... jus pwayiin...soO ery 1 best cOmment, cuz then imma haff ta gO beat sOme Of yah`ll dOwn...haha >:]. i suppose i`ll start off ( Read more... )