i moved into my first apartment 2 weeks ago. it's pretty nice to have my own place to come home to without hearing my mom and step dad bitching at each other and my sister bitching about anything and everything ( Read more... )

its been a while...

i manage ghetto apartments on the southside now, work full time as a daycare teacher, i'm pretty much a grandma now with a bedtime, seen some old friends, made some new ones.. i'll write more later

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i'll be back for good (or at least until i decide to go elsewhere) on may22nd. im getting an apartment in august. not sure if mark is still coming with me. lots of things have happened and i love the guy dearly, he just has his own issues. everyone says im fucking nuts for still talking to him, and maybe theyre right but something wont let me leave ( Read more... )

after missing my period for 11 days, coming down with virtually all the symptoms, i was convinced i was pregnant. it was so surreal to actually plan out my future, including a child. because of this experience, even though it was false, i feel like i've matured in a sense.
i'm just so glad i'm not pregnant.

"I was just thinking … that here we sit, all of us, eating and drinking to preserve our precious existence and really there is nothing, nothing absolutely no reason for existing."

journal, you've been good to me. it's time to move on though.

ciao.

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