well it's been a year and i find myself wondering how the hell i got here ( Read more... )

so me and max broke up, but i never liked him anyway ( Read more... )

so i got suspended last week for "assault with a deadly weapon ( Read more... )

i'm not sure where to start ( Read more... )

 yeah, i told. no biggie.
james isn't a virgin.
katie now knows.
i'm not in trouble anymore.
it's all good.

ugh, i just need to vent...
stupid johnny called me emo....hahaha!
i'm emo?! 
he's the one with the fucking fag drag haircut!
anyway my mom is now spending MY money.
wats the use of even having a job if my mother takes all my money.
i mean seriously!
anyway concert is in 3 days, but i can't go until i get payed and give it to my mom.
who will no doubt use ( Read more... )

well after what happened with johnny i have no inclination to date for a LONG time.
i can't even figure out what happened, i keep going through the events....
it just doesn't make sense.
the only things i found were things that i already knew.
that was that lauren is a lying back stabbing bitch and johnny has no back bone.
he was scared, that is the ( Read more... )

so jenaya set me up with teddy and well long story, but she wanted to beat me up!
i'll explain more later cause don't exactly know whats going on. 

a lot has been going on lately ( Read more... )

okay heres the first one:

Beloved Nightmare (our self-titled song)

The darkness is coming closer
Closer to me
Angels with onyx wings
Silent spirits
Haunted dreams

Chorus: 
I can't breath 
This illusion is suffocating me
Why can't they see
Living in a dream

The darkness is coming swiftly 
Full of  frightening things
Shattered heart
Broken dreams

(Guitar Solo)

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