i just took a solo smoke ride for the first time in over two months. it was nice. i was feeling pretty low before i went and i just wanted to drive. i used to just drive when i was in a bad mood; i'd drive aimlessly for hours. i partook of some liquid hydrocodone before i left to complement the smoke ride, and having just got home from ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up at 6am and went back to sleep ( Read more... )

i had my third visit with dr. morgan today. i knew from the way my leg feels that i wouldn't get the boot off this soon, but he told me to wear the boot for 3 more weeks. so i'm looking at 2 months, just like i figured from the beginning. he gave me more lortabs and told me i could start putting full weight on my foot, ie walking without my ( Read more... )

i guess i should update this. last tuesday i broke my ankle. so i'm off my feet for at least a month. tomorrow i get my cast. if you want to visit, gimme a call, because i can't go anywhere and for someone who is ALWAYS out of her house, being stuck at home really sucks. plus my palms are bruised from putting my weight on them, so it hurts to ( Read more... )

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal ( Read more... )

what this allllllll boils down to is that i was getting laid, and now i'm not, and that really sucks. that's about it.

i think the last time i updated was some time in march. a lot of shit has gone down since then. i'm not pregnant, i'm not in school, i'm on birth control, i had a boyfriend then broke up with him, my brother moved to orlando, ben moved to naples without any warning...i guess that's about it. i'm working full time and saving money to travel. for ( Read more... )

yeah so first response says i'm not pregnant, but i still haven't started my period yet. although i am starting to cramp and i just woke up and cried for a stupid reason and i am snapping at people so hopefully i'll start bleeding any day. and i'm not going to write any more than that because it would get out of control. the only good stuff i ( Read more... )

sunday was the football game between my store and the canes down the street. so i got there, parked, and ben had pulled in right next to me. first time i'd seen him since he pissed me off. but nothing went down. i smoked before i got there, i smoked again later with jeremiah, and i smoked again when scott came. me and ben were the only ones ( Read more... )

friday night i had a party and it was a lot of fun. a lot of my friends came and sooner or later they all split off into their own groups. but whatever, people had fun. i had a keg of abita amber and weed outside, eddie murphy raw and dominoes inside, and scattered people throughout. ben, however, did not show up. i had the party on a friday ( Read more... )