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which way to go
I asked my husband this morning if he wanted to be seperated. Name only that way there would be no stress on him. He wouldn't have to think since we would be seperated that I am asking or wanting sex. For the first time he didn't say no. He said lets wait and see what the Dr tells us. I don't think this new Dr will help with his problems. He has ( Read more... ) -
back
The last post was full of anger and hurt. Now I am beyond the hurt. Beyond the anger. He attends meetings for men who are addicted, it's like a AAA meeting. He is 10 months almost free, you get a chip to prove it. He slid back once but that was it. He said he finally realized how much pain he had put me through ( Read more... ) -
ultimatum
I gave the last ultimatium..I hope I can stand with my decision. If he gets doesn't stop the porn for good I will find a divorce lawyer. -
still here
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did it again
After we spent the entire last weekend getting rid of all porn on both computers and all hard drives. I find more that he downloaded this week.. On Fucking Monday morning...he takes his laptop to work and this is what he does before work... it didn't dawn on him that he could still get fired! All the games he deletted he put back on. All the ( Read more... ) -
worse?
He lied and did not uninstall Internet Explorer. It was something he was suppose to do. He told me last night that he didn't have it on his laptop..haha like I believe that, how was he getting the porn then??? He uninstalled it last night and was highly pissed at me.. don't care ( Read more... ) -
Rick
He has admitted that he has an addiction to porn, finally. On Sat he went to a support group for sex addictions. Its a 12 step program, 20 people were there. I didn't go. We actually talked more about this problem than we ever have. He is suprised that I stayed. Don't know why I did. have no where to go actually and part of me thinks why ( Read more... ) -
A window
Rick's appointment with the Dr went well. He admitted the porn stuff to her. She says that he has put me on a higher pedistal now I am his wife and no longer the girlfriend. I don't understand how that all works with the porn... But he admitted to me he has a problem with porn. yea, finally.. I thank him for telling me and admitting it. I ( Read more... ) -
Another hell weekend
It started with me waking up Sat morning around 1am with Chills and a fever.. great the flu is coming on. I was sick all weekend. I even took today, Monday off from work to try to sleep and recoup ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Prison Food Is Punishment Enough
Mexican food