I got stood up tonight. I had plans to celebrate a friends b/day with them and they were suppose to call me when they got home. Instead, I wait an hour and send them a message about it. No response. I'm a little hurt and I wish I could say I was surprised but I'm not. Instead I'm going to watch the first episode of True Blood, clean my room and ( Read more... )

Dexcon was pretty good, kinda felt like the fat best friend at some points though. Trying to work on that, discouraged at points cause its such a slow process. I had someone who I was really looking forward to hanging out with this weekend blow me off for other people, I had another person who I've been spending a lot of time with make me question ( Read more... )

Most of my belongings are now at my mom's. I'm sleeping here for the first night in 4 years. Its bittersweet, I love my parents and my brother and I will be spending a lot more time with them, but I really am not happy about the move. It was for the best, I think, but its been really difficult mentally and physically. Thankfully I have an awesome ( Read more... )

I'm really busy, I have no time for me right now. Hopefully that'll be done by next week. I f'ed up my back moving stuff today that my brother was suppose to be helping with. He's always useless. I got invited out tonight, but someone missed the train of people leaving cause I was cleaning. Oh well, I've got so much to do, I'm going to shrug it off ( Read more... )

Today was a really rough day. I got in yet another big fight with a roommate, I found out my job is being "phased out" over the next year or so, moved up moving out by a month, told I'm not as necessary to something as I thought I was. I'm not ready for all this stress, not on top of everything else going on. Someone said today there's no other way ( Read more... )

I just purged a good deal of my fb friends because A) I don't see or hear from them or B) they've been really shitty friends and I dont' want to keep them around on a stupid internet program. I might delete fb in July ( Read more... )

I haven't posted on here in almost a year...who is still using this thing? 

I bought the fabric I want to start making my costume for the Moresca ball. I still have no idea how to make a corset, the last few attempts have been getting better but I don't know how to follow the patterns and I've been combing the web for how to attach boning. I really want this to come out nice, I don't want to have to buy one online unless I ( Read more... )

I'm in a group with a bunch of friends who I normally quite enjoy but whenever we get together to work, I end up feeling small and my input is not valued. I would rather save the friendship then be involved in the group. That being said, the feeling is starting to bleed over into normal activites and I'm starting to lose value in the friendship due ( Read more... )

I'll be with the Hartford for three years next month. I am itching to try something new but I don't know where I'm going to get the awesome time off that I do with this soul crushing company. I might just continue to sit for awhile and see if I get a raise with my mid year review. If not, I'm going to ask to switch to 10 hour days Monday through ( Read more... )