I'm trying to stay positive ( Read more... )

I'm excited about going to the ranch tomorrow. I really hope that gardening and farming becomes part of my life and lifestyle ( Read more... )

Dreaming. Dreaming. Day dreaming in the night instead of sleeping and dreaming ( Read more... )

Progression. Expression. Intention ( Read more... )

I've been getting bouts of homesickness lately. But, it's more like homeyness sickness. I miss having friends that will come over when ever or I can just visit anytime.

co-habitate so great!

I was made to promise today that I could not give up on photography. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I was trying to justify why I've strayed so far away from it. I told myself that the competitive nature of pursuing a career in photography steals the soul straight from the lens of the photographer, that I just don't have time, fiances, or the ( Read more... )

I can feel it.

I'm not really sure what the "it" currently is but I know that somehow "it" exists and is stressing me out. It could be everything and nothing or a healthy combination of both.

So things are strange. I'm here and you're all there. But that's the way it's been for months. I know that you all want me back but somehow I'm not ready. I probably have a lot that I need to say and I can really think of is I'm sorry.

Sorry I haven't gotten a chance to update but things have been hectic and I've been thinking more about then end of this program and what I really want to do. What I really want is to spend more time with Phil and that's what he wants. Maybe that means I won't be home for a while or maybe that means I will or even that means I won't be staying home ( Read more... )