Hey, why stop when you're behind?

[yukitaro]

For A's 2nd & last farewell evening (I missed the first one since I was with Y the whole night), we went to get pizza at my favorite pizza place, Pizzakaya. After that we went off to a couple of other bars before ending up at "First Bar", where we stayed for the rest of the night. First Lisa took off, then the other two guys took off.. leaving A

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[red_delicious]

Kendrick...this self-sabotage is so painful to "watch"! you are acting like you want to be a bachelor forever, when we know you want exactly the opposite. I'm so sad to hear you've thrown Keiko away...but I don't think it has anything to do with her. Did something happen recently that caused you to need validation that you've still got game? I think lots of people experience that during serious relationships (girls especially, wanting to know that guys still think they're pretty), but usually can satisfy their need in innocent ways without jeopardizing their relationship! You must need it really badly to go to these lengths...what is up?

Pizzakaya. That is awesome. Why didn't I think of that!

[yukitaro]

I don't know, I'm writing to try to figure out what's going on in my head, since I have no idea myself. So far.. nothing! I have been blaming the stress from work, but I don't know if that was it or not.

Watching may be painful, but living through all of this is hell. I'm finally getting better, but I had a real rough couple of weeks.