My brother moved out of the country a couple of weeks ago and left me a road bike, among other things. So the last couple of weekends I've been out biking for hours at a time, partially with the aim of getting in shape, partially with the intent of looking for a new place to live. Since summer is just beginning, it's still bearable during the day ( Read more... )

So where did I leave off...I guess after that I hung out with Y about three more times ( Read more... )

I'm still not sleeping through the night, so something is still the matter. It's not as rough to make it through the days as it was initially. That aching feeling in my chest isn't as acute as it was the first couple of weeks. But it's still there, just more dull than before. Which makes me think that it's because I'm not over Keiko yet. It ( Read more... )

As I previously mentioned, I had to work extremely hard on a project for half a year. I had never had a work experience like that before. At most I'd have a busy week or two. The amount of work required for this project was enough for two people but of course I only had myself to rely on for it. I had been dating Keiko for all of about two ( Read more... )

I've made many, many mistakes in life. One of the big ones which I'm currently struggling to come to grips with is the fact that I gave about $10,000 to my now ex-girlfriend to hold on to for our future together. Now she won't give it back. She said "Hey, bring it on in court... it'll probably cost all of that to make me pay it back!" And then ( Read more... )

For A's 2nd & last farewell evening (I missed the first one since I was with Y the whole night), we went to get pizza at my favorite pizza place, Pizzakaya. After that we went off to a couple of other bars before ending up at "First Bar", where we stayed for the rest of the night. First Lisa took off, then the other two guys took off.. leaving A ( Read more... )

Having decided that's the end of that, I go to work the next day and carry on about my business. We work on different floors so there's typically no contact. And so the day passes and I go home to an empty apartment with no food, so I finally head out again to grab a bite to eat around 9PM. Then I stop by my local bar for a couple drinks and ( Read more... )

Starting that night, Keiko started staying at her parents. We had plans for the next day though, so we met up and hung out, but parted ways at the end of the night. That next week I continued to see Y and then one night when Keiko came over, I made the fateful decision to leave my cell phone behind while I went out for a jog. As I jogged along, ( Read more... )

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I've been meeting awesome girls in my dreams.
Then I wake up..and they're not real, of course,
but I miss them nonetheless. This didn't use to
happen..