I just wanted to say thank you to a few select people. I'm sure as I'm writing this that most of you have no clue why I'm thanking you. It's really very simple, you let me hear about life today. About something new and amazing coming into the world. My grandma died today, in my family we celebrate life even in death. Most people apologize for the ( Read more... )

Most people that know me know full well that I can't help but to broadcast my thoughts. Sometime thing just need to be said. But sometimes, its best that they aren't heard. Hence, the hidden file that is yumchum. It's posted on all the blogs I have that yumchum is the core, the essense of what I am. Largely because I don't think anyone, save a ( Read more... )

Times change. And yet, everytime I end up back at the same place. Again, and again. Predictable future. Give it time and it resets once more. What scares me most is knowing as a fact that the future is linked to the past. That Past events will happen over and over, Like Groundhog day, but people don't just come back and they don't just forget ( Read more... )

Since I started seeing Andrea I have lost so much of my social circle.Friends gone missing left right and center. I miss them. I miss knowing that I could just call up Derek and chill. Or Randomly bump into Kenny and sit for hours talking about what we've missed in eachothers lives. I swear, it's like I'm being sucked away from being me. The last ( Read more... )

Fuck, I don't know. I can't say it to your face. None of you. Andrea, probably the most important. I love you. You probably never read this but I still want it know. You are the reason I wake up in the morning. You drive my world. I've tried to deny it and I can't any more. I hate that I'm such an asshole to you. I hate that I can't keep a schedule ( Read more... )

Save the last dance, cause it's something you'll never have a chance for again. If you have a chance take that dance, Ask her. If she say's yes you gain a memeory of holding her next to you. If she say now you don't loose anything. There's so many times you have a chance to make such a difference in your life. You always underestimate what you ( Read more... )

In converstation today I noticed something. History you could say. Mine to be specific. More so, My history with women. To date, I'm twenty-one years old. I have one daughter. I have a great job. I have numerous good friends. I have had, in my lifetime, one girlfriend. It lasted three months. Then I moved. I moved because friends ( left unnamed) ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been awhile since I've been on this thing. I'm only on here cause I have the flu and can't exactly be at work. But lets see, whats new in my life. Well, I'm now a father. Baby girl born on January 5, 2007. Her name is Charity Roxxanne Peters. She's a healthy, blue eye'd blond haired kid. With quite the set of lungs and the most adorable ( Read more... )

what with the 25th??? If I ever get a day that I'll have to remember, it'll be the twenty fifth. Call Shauna June 25th, 2014. Talk to Heather, possibly admit first loss Novemeber 25th, 2007. My birthay December 25th, every year. nevermind Christmas on that day too. Mind you. I guess I celebrate June 25th twice two cause that's my unbirthday aswell ( Read more... )

I might, just for one moments, slip outside of my shell. Just to see the light. But I can't speak for what you'll see. I put on this protective coat almost seven years ago, and since then I don't know if anyone knows me. Not even myself. I know that I am a paradox of my own self-inflicted rules. I won't chance failure, can't admit I've lost. And ( Read more... )