hi
this is my old journal.

so stop coming to it! yes!

my new lj name is knarfit

please add me

thank you dear!

good day

"My new girlfriend is better than you ( Read more... )

Chase didn't join the band and I watched Donnie Darko again. I'm glad Chase didn't join, all he plays is blues riffs and it doesn't fit well with hardcore punk at all. I wish it did, because that would be fun and awesome-sounding, but no it didn't work. We tried though. We tried for 5 hours. So yesterday's practice was unproductive. Oh well ( Read more... )

It is my 16th birthday. Hooray for me ( Read more... )

So we got seven inches of snow and it's too much for the snow plows to plow. SNOWED IN. Oh no!

I hate snow because it is cold and wants to kill me.

Well I am going to play Rainbow Six now because my fingers are cold and I don't know what to say.

Oh yeah there is a girl that makes me so happy it's insane.

I just ate a banana and drank some sam's choice root beer (which is my favorite non-healthy drink ( Read more... )

Mmm...Today sucks. I have to go to the first two blocks of four blocks because I'm exempt from all of my exams. And for some reason I had to come to first and second today. Hmm. Well, I forgot to tell my parents to pick me up after second block, so I'm going to be riding around with someone, or just walking aimlessly in the oh-so-nice twenty ( Read more... )

I have finally figured out how to not be constantly thinking that the world is against me ( Read more... )

I feel like disposing of myself. Manic depression anyone? Please don't accept my offer. Or else I will unconsciously put you through an emotional hell that will leave you hating me and will leave me like this.

I can't feel my body. I can't feel anything but emptiness. There's nothing there. Nothing.

My band is practicing today. I want to cuddle. Perhaps I should buy a teddy bear or something. I like panda bears. Maybe I'll get a panda bear. And cuddle with it until I fall asleep, then when I wake up I'll take it everywhere with me. We can go to the park and slide down the old metal slide. Then we could walk to the train tracks and stand ( Read more... )