Fanfic: Never Forgotten
Title: Never Forgotten
Author: yume16
Disclaimer: The plot is mine...but not the boys *sob*
Beta: blursakana
Pairing(s): Hirosuke
Rating: NC-17
Genre: uhm, I am not sure
Warnings: *points at rating*
Summary: It is never easy to forget the past.
Author Notes: So yeah, a longer one-shot with the two...I hope you enjoy it.
Never Forgotten Part 1
When Taisuke had seen the rumoured new kid, the kid that was not a kid anymore, he had begrudgingly admitted he was cool.
Kitayama was older than all of them when they had joined and it was probably not hard to look cool between all the twelve year-olds while dancing, but that didn’t change the fact that he was simply cool.
Kitayama was even older than him even though he had joined years ago. Unsurprisingly, there were a lot of people who were interested in him and Taisuke was content with watching from afar. He was proud of himself because he was able to notice the frown between the other’s brows whenever he got disturbed during one of his breaks by the other juniors and figured that he wouldn’t want to be one of the annoying kids. The other of course never said anything to them and instead smiled, but the frown told him how he really felt.
Kitayama had a lot of stamina and he had found out that the other played a lot of soccer which was probably the reason why he could endure hours of dancing and still looked cool.
Cool…yeah, that word pretty much summed the older one up and even though he told himself he didn’t want to become one of the bothersome kids, he envied them because they more often than not had the other’s attention.
When he got told he would back dance for Arashi he had been euphoric. When he got told his roommate would be Kitayama, his heart stopped.
He stood in front of their room for good ten minutes just standing there and not knowing what to do. When the door suddenly opened and Kitayama stuck his head out and looked at him surprised, he figured now would be a good moment to use his mouth and talk.
“Ehhh…” Okay, he should be able to do better.
“I am your roommate.” A full sentence! He was so proud of himself.
"Oh okay, why are you standing in front of our door then? And not coming in? I was already wondering whether or not I have a roommate.”
“Ah…” That was indeed a good question. “I dropped my necklace.” He said hurriedly as he saw a necklace lying on the floor. Damn, he was feeling so stupid.
“Oh.” Kitayama exited their room and started to look around till he saw the necklace and held it up for him to see.
“This one?”
“Yes.” He was actually surprised to see that the necklace looked a lot like the one he had worn earlier. Did he get pranked again? Well, that didn’t matter at the moment, because he was saved by it and Kitayama seemed to be not only cool, but nice as well.
“Thank you.” He tried to take it but realized that both his hands were full and moved his arms rather awkwardly up and down.
Kitayama chuckled amused before he took his bag out of his hand and walked back inside their room. He hugged his pillow to his chest as he followed him and yes, he loved his sleeping-pillow and it was way less embarrassing than travelling with stuff toys, but he just needed something to put his head on at night. Hotel pillows were just never thick enough.
When he entered, his bag was already standing next to one of the twin beds and his necklace was lying on the nightstand.
“Thank you.”
“No problem. I am Kitayama Hiromitsu.”
He would have liked to say ‘I know’ but instead he thought about something else to say.
“I am Fujigaya Taisuke! I guess I’ll be your roommate for the following concerts. Are you excited? I really am! I heard Arashi are nice to their kohais. I hope it will be fun, but I am sure it will be great. We’ll be back-dancing in Tokyo Dome. Can you imagine that? It’s really awesome. The Dome is so big! Maybe we make some good experiences and friends.” And he kept talking and talking and realized he was totally in his element, but he figured it was okay when he didn’t see a frown on the other’s face, but instead an amused smile.
Once in a while Kitayama added something, but mostly listened and he got the feeling the other found him amusing or maybe, he was making fun of him? More often than not a grin tugged at the older one’s lips and he just kept talking and from time to time, listened when Kitayama felt like adding a little bit more than a few words.
“Call me Hiro, ne.” The older said causally as they put the most important things, they might need in a hurry, into the closet.
~*~
“Call me Taisuke!” was the immediate reply.
Hiro watched the other and couldn’t help but think he was a little weird, but he had learned since joining that this was basically a requirement for being a Johnny or at least it looked like that. The other was weird in another way than all the others though. He had seen him before. Lurking around in the practice room and looking rather mysterious, because he had been the only one to not approach him. Now he turned out to be rather quirky and noisy, but to his surprise it didn’t really annoy him. He was rather amused by the excitement and pure joy the other was radiating.
Moreover, Taisuke was being honest. It was clear that he was saying what came to his mind or his straightforward opinion. He had started to value honesty to an extent that he probably never would have if he had not joined Johnny’s Entertainment. It was scary how little children lied straight to his face only to be liked by him. That was something that truly horrified him.
“You can talk a mile a minute, can’t you?” By now he knew a lot more of the people he worked with everyday, than half an hour ago.
The other looked slightly embarrassed and he tousled his hair affectionately. Somehow that boy had managed to catch his interested.
The smile Taisuke directed at him was so bright that he had to chuckle before he told him that they should leave soon for practice.
Hiro had to admit that time passed rather fast. There was of course practice with the other juniors and the performing on the concerts, but even when he wasn’t working, time passed in an incredibly fast speed. Taisuke spent his free time with his juniors from time to time, but it normally didn’t take long for the other to bounce around him again. Telling him with shining eyes of a restaurant or the newest video game, he heard about or discovered. Everything Taisuke found out, was new and exciting for him and Hiro was surprised how easy the other could make him share these sentiments. Even though more often than not he had already heard about it.
In addition the other had become quite cozy with him. Something he had not known how to feel about at the beginning. He had learned pretty fast though that no one thought anything about it when another boy used your lap as a chair or pillow. His first thought had been that it had to look rather gay, but no, it was normal.
~*~
Taisuke sighed as he walked back to the practice room. Just now he had a rather big fight with one of his friends and was feeling quite down because of it. He was hoping to find Hiro in the practice room and get some comfort from the other in some way.
When he entered, he spotted the other immediately and luckily he was not even practicing. The other was sitting on the floor, leaning comfortably against the wall with his legs stretched out and he let himself tumble on top of the other.
“Coming back for some cuddling?”
Taisuke knew Hiro was only teasing him, but he was still too agitated from earlier and didn’t feel like being made fun of. He already wanted to get up again when arms held him down and in place.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
~*~
Hiro did not believe that it was nothing, but he let the other curl up to him more. Soon he could hear the other breathe deeply through his nose and he tried to adjust their position slightly since Taisuke was sprawled out on top of him quite scandalously with his thighs on either side of his hip. He was only trying though since the other was not really cooperative and he decided that he was the only one who cared anyway, so be it.
When his head hit the wall behind him and he snapped his eyes open, he realized he had been sleeping, too and that it was already quite late. They had had practiced for six hours straight and exhaustion must have taken over.
“Hey, Taisuke wake up!”
The other moved and lifted his head from his shoulder.
“You drooled on me.” Hiro said matter-of-factly and the other blushed bright red in record time; so fast he wouldn’t have thought was possible.
“I…” Taisuke looked ready to start fretting.
“I know who is going to buy me a juice after the next practice.” He pushed the other off him, got up and pulled his shirt over his head.
“Yeah, I am so sorry.”
Hiro looked at the other and for the first time wondered how old this kid actually was. Without wasting any thoughts about it, he had assumed he was around his age, but he suddenly looked very young. Now, that he wasn’t bright and chipper and looked more embarrassed than anything else.
“How old are you?”
The other furrowed his brows and looked at him darkly.
“Listen, I normally don’t drool. I don’t know what happened. I am not a baby anymore, okay?”
“Hey, hey, I am just asking because I noticed I never asked.”
“I am two years younger than you.” Taisuke stood up straighter and looked at him challenging.
“You know how old I am?”
“Everyone does. You are the one who joined at the age of 17. You think that wouldn’t make you famous?”
“Well…”
“Am I too young for you now?”
Hiro figured he might have hit a nerve with his question and that the other hated to be not taken seriously.
He slung his arm around his neck tightly and pulled him down with it, making it difficult for him to stand.
“Nah, two years is fine with me.” And he dragged him towards the door without loosening the hold he had around his neck, making him stumble.
“Hey!”
“Let’s see if there is still some food for us~”
“Glutton…”
“Don’t complain, thanks to that I make a nice pillow.”
The other snorted.
After they had fought with some other junior over some food, they were ordered to go to bed to be in top form tomorrow. In a week, they would have the next concert.
~*~
In the morning Taisuke had to face quite a problem and that problem had the name Kitayama Hiromitsu. He held the ringing clock close to the other’s ear, but Hiro only turned around and kept sleeping.
“Hey, wake up!”
No reaction.
He shook the other roughly by the shoulder, but easily got pushed away.
“That’s not nice, you know?”
As response Hiro pulled his blanket higher and snuggled deeper into it.
“If you don’t get up now, there won’t be any food left for you.”
For his effort, he got not more than a grumble.
“What not even food works? You are giving me a headache, seriously.”
Getting a new idea, he took off his slippers and crawled on the covers and started to bounce on the bed making it shake.
“Get up~”
An arm thrown around his waist pulled him down on the mattress to keep him still.
“Hiro!” He was close to whining. Okay, he was already whining.
Only then did he noticed how close he was to the older one and he leaned even closer to look at his face curiously.
He marvelled at the thick eyelashes before his stomach reminded him that he was really hungry. Blowing some air on the other’s face, he tried again to wake him up, but with just as much success as before.
“Mou Hiro, are you teasing me?”
When he got again no reply he was starting to become desperate.
“You asked for it.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips against the corner of the other’s mouth and to his surprise there was some movement from the older one.
“What…the…” Hiro looked at him with widened eyes and pulled back so that their lips were a few centimetres apart.
“I was trying to wake you up.”
“There are other ways to wake someone up, you know? I am not sleeping beauty.”
He looked at Hiro dryly.
“If there is a method to wake you up on the spot, I am all ears.”
“Uhm…I am a deep sleeper so I am not too sure.”
”I never would have figured. Really…” His voice was quite sarcastic and Hiro looked at him with a lifted eyebrow.
“Go get ready! I want breakfast.”
~*~
Hiro chuckled and got up to get dressed. Now that he was awake he was hungry as well and he was surprised that the other was so persistent. Normally, people gave up waking him up and went without him. Yeah, that boy was certainly someone special. And he preferred it like that, too. It always felt a little lonely when he had to follow his friends alone. Moreover, it was not like he did it on propose.
~*~
After they had eaten they joined the others for practice and Taisuke couldn’t help but pity Hiro. It seemed like their choreographer was in a bad mood and had picked Hiro to let it out on. By now he had gotten scolded for doing nothing wrong thrice and Taisuke could see in the other’s eyes that it didn’t leave him cold.
“Kitayama you are too fast!”
Taisuke sighed. A few minutes ago, the other had apparently been too slow. If you asked him the people around him were dancing wrongly. Squeezing himself between the boy that always messed up and Hiro, he grinned at the older one. Now the choreographer couldn’t compare Hiro to him anymore and he was quite sure he was not going to pick on him. He knew him already for a long time.
The older one sent him a thankful look and he showed him thumbs up. The practice continued a lot calmer, but soon the choreographer found something new to criticise.
“Kitayama, your movements are not the slightest bit energetic. Even a cooked-spaghetti has more body tension than you do!”
Taisuke saw how Hiro’s jaw locked tightly and that the other had to hold back. He looked ready to burst.
“Maybe a break would be good.”
“Shut up, Fujigaya!” Taisuke cringed when the choreographer turned towards him.
“You should be silent and happy that I didn’t say anything. You are doing what you want! Changing your position like it doesn’t matter and butting in when you are not asked!” He ducked his head even more at that outburst.
“Let him be. It’s not like it matters that much where we are standing at the moment. We are still only learning the single steps and not the choreography. It’s not like he’ll have that position he was earlier in on the concerts.” Hiro said as calmly as possible and that set the choreographer totally off.
The other got pulled to the side and scolded and all Taisuke could do was look. He knew that if he said anything more the situation would only get worse.
The other dancers stood awkwardly next to him.
When the choreographer had screamed enough at Hiro they continued with their practice, but there was no tone from the other anymore and Taisuke couldn’t even catch his eyes in the mirror.
The minute they were told they could leave, Hiro turned on his heels and left. Taisuke bit his bottom lip nervously and didn’t know what to do. He only got to know Hiro some weeks ago and was still not sure how to behave in some situations. Did he want to be alone or not? He could feel the eyes of the others on himself and he felt like snorting. When everything was alright they wanted Hiro’s attention, but when the other was in a bad mood he should go and solve the problem. Some good friends they were.
Nodding to himself, he decided to follow the other. Not because of the others that expected it of him, but because he hoped to find a way to cheer Hiro up.
He left the room and walked towards their shared room. Knocking tentatively, he waited for a reply. When there was none he opened the door anyway and saw Hiro sit on his bed. Silently, he walked towards the other and sat behind him down on the bed.
“Thank you for standing up for me and I am sorry that I didn’t really return the favour.”
Hiro turned slightly towards him when he heard his words.
“Don’t be an idiot and feel guilty. It wasn’t your fault and if you had said anymore the situation would most probably have gotten worse.” The older one said it calmly, but Taisuke could see on his slumped shoulders that he was still down.
“Still…”
“Don’t worry about it.”
Taisuke pouted and wrapped his arms around the other from behind and placed his head on his shoulder. He knew that the other at first didn’t know how to react to such affectionate actions, but by now he was used to them and he hoped it was somewhat comforting and let the other know he wasn’t alone.
To his surprise, Hiro leaned back against him and sighed.
“I guess that is a part of being a Johnny?”
“I think so. I already got scold so often. I am too bouncy and can’t stand still, which is quite bad sometimes, especially during dance practice.”
Hiro hummed in understanding and he tightened the grip he had on him slightly.
“I always wonder if sempais get scolded like that, too.” Taisuke wondered out loud.
“Whoever gets to debut first of us has to tell the other.”
“Ehhh? No!”
“No?” Hiro asked confused and turned around to look at him. Taisuke was forced to let go and instead crossed his arms in front of his chest.
“No.”
“I can’t follow you.”
“None of us is going to debut first, idiot.”
“Huh?”
“Because we’ll debut together of course.” He nodded definitely and Hiro lifted an eyebrow.
“That’s nothing we can decide.”
“Shut up. We just will. Let’s make a pinky promise.”
“I can’t make a promise when I don’t know how to…”
”Shut up, I said!”
“…”
”Make that pinky promise with me and I’ll show you something funny.” Taisuke looked determined at the other. He wanted that promise and then he would do something funny to finally cheer the other up completely. Hiro stilled looked down to him.
“Something funny?”
“Yupp~”
Sceptically, Hiro held out his pinky and he hooked it satisfied with him.
“We’ll debut together!”
“You are weird.”
Taisuke pulled a funny face and then let go of his pinky.
“Now look, I’ll show you something funny!”
~*~
Hiro had learned thanks to the few weeks he had spent with the other that there was nothing he should be surprised about, but it still took some effort to keep a neutral face. Taisuke had gotten up from his bed and started stripping. One piece after another was thrown on the bed and Hiro lifted an eyebrow when the other hooked his thumbs under his underwear.
Was he seriously going to take that off, too? His unspoken question got answered as the clothe got carelessly thrown on the floor and Taisuke picked up one of the pillows.
The other winked at him before he opened the door and left the room.
His eyes almost had to pop out of their socks and when he got a grip on himself, he scrambled to the door and watched the other run down the corridor…naked…with only a pillow in front of his important part.
What the fucking hell?
All he could do was watch with astonishment written all over his face.
Taisuke ran past him and started another round. He stopped in his tracks though when he heard some noise at the end of the corridor and Hiro was pushed aside and the other hurried past him back into their room. That was when he burst out laughing.
“You should have seen your face just now! Priceless!” He pointed at the younger one and hurriedly closed the door when he heard the voices come closer.
“Well, somehow…uhm…”
His stuttering only made the other laugh more and Hiro was close to rolling on the floor.
“You are totally crazy. No weird!”
“Oi…” Taisuke only protested weakly as he watched him smile with a small smile himself.
“At least it had the effect I had hoped for.” The other shrugged his shoulders and Hiro tried to get a grip on himself, but that was very difficult. Not only because the idea was utterly hilarious and he never would have done something like this, but also because Taisuke had done it only for him and he felt a strong and sudden affection towards the other.
“Thanks, that was really something I’ll remember.”
Taisuke made a peace sign and then hurried to get dressed again.
“Just don’t get all down again.”
“Weird.”
”Stop calling me weird!” Taisuke pounced on him, now fully clothed, and wrestled him to the floor. Not wanting to let the younger one win, Hiro fought back.
“I heard that Kitayama-kun got bullied by the choreographer and was down, but it seems like everything in alright again, huh?” Sakurai Sho looked down on his kohais on the floor amused.
Each of them was holding a fistful of the other’s clothes and let go now.
“Nah, everything is fine. Taisuke has quite an extraordinary way to cheer people up, but it definitely works.”
Sho lifted an eyebrow, but decided to let them be and left with a small wave.
“There was no need to say that!” The younger one hit him and he had to chuckle again. The other didn’t use enough force to hurt him and therefore he found it rather amusing.
“Oh come on, you really have unique ways to help others.”
“Oh, shut up, will you?”
“Don’t be angry, Taipi~” He cooed playfully.
“Taipi?”
“What you don’t like the nickname?”
“No, I do.” The other grinned happily and he couldn’t help himself and ruffled his hair again. What a cutie he could be when he wasn’t weird or well, maybe even when he was weird
“We should get going too, to still get some dinner.” Taisuke said and he nodded immediately. Now that the other said it, he could feel that he was hungry
~*~
After they were done with dinner they went to take a shower and to bed. Taisuke wasn’t really tired though. He felt rather awake and bouncy.
“Ne, Hiro.”
“Hmm…” Came the sleepy reply.
“Mitsu?”
Taisuke could see the other blink his eyes open and look at him.
“What is it?”
“Are you too tired to talk?” He asked carefully and he could see the other blink some more.
“Hmm, I guess it can happen that I don’t answer, but you can try.”
Taisuke smiled slightly. It was nice that the other never told him to shut up and always had an open ear for him. Or at least he tried to.
“I was wondering since you are older than me…”
Something of his words seemed to make Hiro prop himself up on his elbows and look at him seriously as if he knew he was not just going to talk about random things. It was amazing how well the other already knew him in only such a short span of time.
“Hmm?”
“Have you ever done ‘it’?” He propped himself up as well and looked at the older one over the gap that was between their twin beds curiously.
“It?” Hiro asked confused and looked puzzled at him.
“Yeah, you know…’it’.”
The other lifted a questioning eyebrow and he bit his lip nervously. He had hoped Hiro would get it the first time and he wouldn’t have to explain further.
“You know, the thing adults do. That kind of stuff.”
Now the other looked even more confused.
“What are you talking about, Taipi?”
“Ero kind of stuff.”
“Are you asking me about sex?”
The other was too embarrassed to say anymore and only nodded his head. Hopefully, it was dark enough for Hiro to not see the colour of his face. It had to be flaming red.
Hiro ran a hand over his face and breathed in deeply.
“Did I ask too much?” Taisuke asked carefully and the other shook his head.
“No, it’s just that I didn’t expect that question.”
~*~
That was quite an understatement. The image he had of his cute little roommate was that he was innocent and sometimes a little weird, like when he ran up and down corridors naked, but he had certainly not expected to find himself in that situation.
Moreover, what should he say? He was not good with this kind of stuff. Well, he would go with the truth and see where it leaded him.
“I have some experience, but I haven’t done it that often.”
“Really?” He saw the other rob closer to the edge of his bed and look at him with curious eyes.
“Does it feel good?” Okay, he had to correct himself. The other certainly was innocent, but paired with some strong curiosity that made him ask intimate questions, but he could still see the pure innocence in his eyes. It was clearly there. He shouldn’t taint that innocence, but he didn’t want to lie either. God, why did he get into this situation of all people? There were so many people Taisuke could have asked about sex. Why him?
“Well yeah, it does.”
“Hmm, is it difficult?”
Now he seriously wished himself to the other end of the world.
“It depends.”
“On what?”
“There are certain things you need. If you don’t have them, it gets troublesome.”
“Eh? You don’t only need each other?”
Yupp, completely innocent.
“First of all, you need a condom because of diseases and also because a woman could get pregnant otherwise.”
“Do you have one? A condom?”
”Why?” Hiro asked puzzled.
“Because I want to see one of course.” Taisuke said as if it was the most normal thing in the world.
He licked over his lip before he leaned to the side and started to search in his bag. If he was lucky there still were one or two in there.
“Here.” He threw it over to the other and Taisuke curiously picked it up.
“I see.” The other said thoughtfully as he turned it in his fingers. It was the first time he was holding one.
“Don’t look at it as if it was something holy, seriously.” Hiro mumbled and the other pouted.
“It’s the first time I get to see one, so let me be. I am just curious.”
“You are still young; such stuff doesn’t have to matter to you.”
Taisuke looked at him challenging.
“Tell me then, were you older than I am now when you had your first time?”
Damn it, the other got him. He had been around the same age, maybe even a little bit younger.
“Well…”
Taisuke smiled triumphantly. The younger one got up and got on his bed. He bent his legs and slung his arms around them as he looked inquiring at him.
Hiro lifted the blanket and wrapped some around the other’s legs to keep him somewhat warm.
“What else do you need? For sex, I mean.”
“That depends on who you want to sleep with.” He considered it worth mentioning since the boys in JE were quite touchy-feely from time to time with each other. He didn’t want the younger one to get hurt and be aware of it.
“Hm? So let’s say for example I wanted to sleep with you?”
Hiro’s eyebrows shot up and he blinked several times. Him?
“Well, I mean you said it depends and I don’t really know what you mean with that. so I am just giving you as example.”
“It depends if you want to sleep with a woman or a man. If we go along with your example, then you would also need lube. Otherwise it would hurt too much.”
“Hurt too much?” Taisuke asked clueless and he buried his face in his pillow with a groan.
“Seriously Taipi, I don’t want to explain that to you.”
The other crawled closer to him and shook his shoulder.
“Hiro~ please tell me.”
“No, I don’t want to.” He grumbled and suddenly he felt a weight leaning against his side and when he turned his head and looked to the side, he looked in a face with puppy-eyes and pouty lips.
“No.” He groaned, but the other only pouted more.
“Tell me, Hiro-chan.”
“…”
“Mitsu~”
“Seriously, you are killing me here.”
“I swear I won’t tell anything to anyone. I am just curious.”
“Okay, okay, okay.”
“Yay!”
“Geez, you see…” Okay, how should he say that? ‘A man didn’t have a pussy and therefore the only solution was to shove a dick up his ass?’ Okay no, that was a little vulgar. He had to say it differently since he was still talking to a young boy. He shouldn’t forget that.
“Do you know how normal sex works?”
“Normal sex?”
“Yeah, when a man and a woman sleep with each other. Do you know what the man does?”
“What he does?” Taisuke asked confused.
“With his penis.” Okay, there he had said it.
“Oh.”
“Do you know?”
“Yeah, he sticks it…in…you know.” The younger made some nervous hand gestures and Hiro figured he knew.
“Exactly and with a man it is different, because obviously, he doesn’t have that certain something women do.”
“Wait, just a few steps back. Just now you said that sex between a man and a woman is normal. So it’s not normal between two man or boys?”
“Eh well, in our society it’s not really considered normal.”
“Do you think so, too? Since you said it, I mean.”
“Uhm, no not really, I said it because of lack of a better word.”
“Oh okay.”
“Now where were we?”
“Men don’t have ’that’.”
“That? Oh, okay. I am back on track.” Hiro cleared his throat and pulled the blanket over the other completely now, since he didn’t know how long this embarrassing and weird talk would take. The other immediately curled up next to him and he thought about his next words.
“Uhm yeah, we don’t have it so we use something else?” He made it sound like a question because he wasn’t sure how he should explain it so that the other understood.
“And what is that?”
“Are you really that clueless or teasing me?”
“I hate to say it, but I am clueless.” In the dim light he could see the other’s pink cheeks.
“Let’s get done with it: When men sleep with each other and they want to be really close to each other than one of them pushes…his penis…up the …other’s…ass…”
The other’s eyes got big and his cheeks got even pinker than they already were.
“And that is possible?”
“Yeah, I can imagine that it hurts, but that is what the lube is for. It’s supposed to make it easier and the hole of the one bottoming has to get stretched to get opened up.”
“Hmm…” The younger one turned on his back and looked thoughtfully at the ceiling.
“Would you do it with me? Show me how it works?”
“Why am I not even surprised?” Hiro closed his eyes and hoped someone would come and tell him what he should do in such a situation. It was the other’s first time. That was quite obvious after all the detailed questions he had asked.
“Is that now a yes or a no?” Taisuke asked perplexed.
“It was a: I have no idea what I should do.”
“Oh hmm, why not try? I’ll try to be good?”
So much innocence in such a not innocent situation. Weird.
~*~
Taisuke crawled even closer to the other and placed his head on the same high as Hiro’s on the pillow.
“Please?”
“You could regret it. You should consider more to whom you want to give your first time.”
“I think you are fine.” Taisuke didn’t see why he would regret sleeping with the other. He trusted Hiro and he couldn’t imagine doing it with someone else. No, it had to be the older one.
“Maybe you should think about it more…” Hiro’s breath caught in his throat when he felt his wandering hand.
Taisuke batted his eyes innocently as he let his hand travel between the other’s legs.
“Wait…ah.”
He cupped him through his sweatpants and he felt really excited by the way Hiro had trouble concentrating. Was he doing it right?
“Does it feel good?” He asked curiously and the other sent him a tortured look, which he took as confirmation.
“I won’t regret it.” He whispered before he leaned forward and pressed his lips against Hiro’s. A hand in his nape pulled him closer and he soon found himself on top of the other with strong arms wrapping around him. Hiro certainly had some practice when it was about kissing and he didn’t even try to stop the other from pushing his tongue into his mouth. It was an exhilarating feeling. The other’s tongue nudged his and guided him along. He was gasping for air as the other pulled back and there was suddenly a hand wandering along his side downwards.
Looking down in the other’s dark eyes that seemed to be even darker than usually because of the darkening sky in front of their window, he licked his slightly swollen lips. He wanted this so badly. His whole body was arching to be touched by the other.
Hiro’s hand rested on his hip and Taisuke slipped a hand under the other’s pants and boxer.
“For it to be your first time you are quite sneaky.” Hiro pressed out and breathed in deeply.
“I told you already many times. I am really curious. Will you let me try something?” He asked while he felt Hiro’s hand slip under his boxer as well.
“Hmm? What is it?”
He felt himself blushing. Saying it like that was embarrassing, so he decided to show the other instead. He sat up and while doing so the other’s hand slipped out of his boxer again and he had to pull his out, too, then he pushed the other’s legs apart and sat in between them. It was quite a surprise to him that the other let him do it. As he sat there he encountered a problem since he couldn’t really pull the other’s pants down like he had planned to do with his legs spread like that with him in between.
“I guess you still need some practice to do things in the right order, huh?” Hiro asked him amused and he pouted in return.
“Okay, let me help you.” Hiro sat up and wiggled out of his pants and boxer. “In return you have to take off the same, too.”
He blushed slightly, but complied and since he’d like to see the other’s chest again, he pulled his own shirt over his head. Hiro lifted an eyebrow but did the same. Taisuke leaned forward and let his hand wander over the other’s torso.
“I am getting the feeling you are more interested in my chest than in my lower part.” The other chuckled and he stuck out his tongue.
“I am just interested, since I leaned against your chest a few times and it felt muscular.” Taisuke let his look wander lower and then crossed his hands in front of his own crotch.
“Hm? What’s the matter?”
“It’s embarrassing. Yours is so much bigger.”
The other’s lips tugged slightly upwards before he forced a serious expression on his face again.
“Taipi, I am two years older than you. You are still growing and certain parts of your body will, too.”
“Still…”
“It’s fine.” Hiro pushed his hands away and wrapped his own hand around his member and stroke him. Almost falling forward, he gasped and the other smiled slightly.
“Feeling good?”
He had some trouble nodding his head, but he managed and the other already wanted to pull him down and on top of him when he shook his head.
“I wanted to try something, remember?”
“Oh right.” Hiro let go of him and he had to take some deep breaths. This was certainly different and way more exciting than the few times when he had dared to touch himself. Having two younger brothers, that never knocked had made it kind of difficult for him to discover his own sexuality and therefore everything was new and extremely overwhelming.
He pushed the other back down on his back, who looked curiously at him. Swallowing, he leaned forward and wrapped at the same time his hand around the other’s member.
Just as he wanted to take some into his mouth, a hand on his forehead pushed him back up.
“Whoa, wait!”
“You don’t want it?”
“No, that’s not it, but I am pretty certain you won’t like it.”
“I heard others talk about it and want to try. It can’t be that bad.”
“Still, it will probably make you feel like gagging.”
“Just let me try.”
Hiro sighed and nodded.
“Just be careful.”
“I will. I don’t know what to do though.” He looked questioning at the other and received a thoughtful look in return.
“I don’t know either.”
“You have never done this?”
“No, you are the first boy I am doing anything sexual with. Just don’t bit me.”
“Oh, okay.” With that he leaned forward and took the other’s member into his mouth. He had to admit it was strange. He liked sweet things so the taste was not really something he enjoyed, but it was still interesting enough to keep him going. What surprised him the most was that the skin was so soft. He still only had the tip in his mouth and experimentally sucked on it. Suddenly, there were hands that tangled in his hair and he heard a low groan. Was he doing okay? But since he couldn’t really ask with his mouth occupied like that, he concentrated on the task at hand or rather at mouth. He then started licking at it. For a second the image of an ice-cream cone popped up in his mind and he almost had to giggle, but it made it definitely more fun and he treated the other’s member just like ice-cream. He licked from the base to the tip and then from the other side. Hiro’s legs twitched slightly next to his head, but the other kept mostly still and he was thankful for that.
When he was sure he was more used to having the other in his mouth and the taste, he dared to take some more of his member into his mouth. The hands in his hair tightened their grip slightly, but Hiro didn’t tug at them painfully. He pressed his tongue against the underside of his cock and the legs next to his head twitched some more.
“Tease…” Hiro’s voice was hoarse and an excited shiver ran down his spin. Somehow he liked that the other had called him a tease and kept treating the other’s member with his tongue as teasingly as possible.
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Part 2