I haven't written here in ages, mostly because facebook and myspace became so big. I rather missed this, just writing whatever I cared to. I wonder if anyone uses this anymore that I watched?

So apparently I'm not allowed to have good night sleep ever. It's not because I get to be late. Late for me is 4 in the morning these days and I'm all too used to it. I've been waking up and everything either hurts or is painfully asleep. I don't know if it's just my bedding sucks monkey toes or what. I know I need new pillows, something way firmer ( Read more... )

Today is a blue day.

So yeah. I used to complain about not knowing myself. Then today I discovered that it's pretty hard to do when you define yourself with someone else. I'm sorry to have put James in that position. It's not fair to him, not in the least.

At  the same time, there's still this fierce feeling in me, like I've yet to become what I need ( Read more... )

She sits in hope that the fan is still reaching her...

So yeah...I'm actully back now. I'm actually going to keep doing this. Shocking isn't it? I'm going back to GR, this time to an art school. I'll still do gen-eds, but the profs know that the art takes precidence over the other stuffs.

I'm having a weird moment...more later.

This is kinda' weird...I had written thing thing off as a loss for ages. I guess I just wanted to return to where my first blog obessesion occured.

Ok I haven't really died but it seems like I have socially. Ever since I starte working on campus, it's like they're trying to kill me. Dargh!!!Hopefully I can get my butt in gear and keep up with this stuff.

I feel like I got run over...it's so boring right now...I just want a nap and a copy of my school schedual...but I get neither...which means I don't get a work schedual...GRARGH ( Read more... )

AHHHHH ( Read more... )

I'm currently on a big sugar low and it makes it hard to concentrate. compy programming is driving me crazy. Not that I hate the class, far from it but when your sugar is low...um it does make it a wee bit harder to understand. I'm trying my best to keep awake too. It's not exactly the most mind-grabbing class I have ( Read more... )

The combination of being cut off from the internet and going into the hospital to have a 15 pound ovarian cyst removed has really screw up my sense of time...I haven't been on here in ages except to say that I wasn't dead.

so my life as of late...
Taking three medications
running on one ovary
going insane