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i had everything ive always wanted for two weeks ( Read more... ) -
be strong
i am floundering ( Read more... ) -
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song for you
so
if i had to give them songs...
3 libras by a perfect circle- first love
gymnopedie 1 by erik satie- robert
samson by regina spektor- shannon
these are the only three people i have ever loved truly and completely and entirely with my whole whole self in that stupid way i never ever want to love again.
but i will.
i know i will. -
i keep dreaming
i am so fucked vis-a-vis school and life, i can't even handle. -
you make my heart sore
i miss him.
i miss what i thought he was.
i guess maybe i dont actually miss him.
i just miss the dream.
i wish i hadn't woken, yet i'm so so happy to be awake.
i choose misery over happiness, i guess.
i want someone to hold me. -
don't you dare
i keep wanting to fall back into the things i thought i'd escaped ( Read more... ) -
more housecleaning
i just reread some of the things i wrote to shannon before i left japan ( Read more... ) -
housecleaning my kokoro
It's time to say a formal goodbye ( Read more... )