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Playlist
I wasn't sure playing my music in alphabetical order was a good mix but it turns out the mixes at "love" are amazing. It carries songs like "Lover I Don't Have to Love" and "Love Me Dead". Why? Why am I so fucked up romantically? Why does it make so much more sense retching it from your gut? -
Personality
I think I see the world a bit differently than others. I attribute this to being in multiple living situations, but even in Gr.1 I responded to my pants being pulled down without taking things personally. Just pulled them back up. That said, I am overly emotional and empathetic. Hmm ( Read more... ) -
Dream
Last night was a cluster of events in my dream - really needed some sorting out, was good to go through. But the part I really liked was seeing Courtney and as I passed her we touched hands and ran our hands up each others' arm as I kept walking by and felt down our arms as I left to the adventure. In my heart I don't think she disliked me for ( Read more... ) -
Life Is Always Beautiful For Zombie
I love that there are these small pieces in our experiences that become key in building who we are today. "Life is always beautiful for zombie" came from an online flash comic I read in high school. It was in a side story about the author receiving a $10 money order but the banker rudely told her the exchange rate and charge for cashing it would ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I have lost my appetite. It tastes dull. All of it. I was hanging out with the home owners the other day and I could hear my usual replies to their stories in my head, but instead nothing showed on my face. I barely replied back at all. But I knew what it was. I told them the depression has hit me. I got the same "Oh boo hoo" response which is good ( Read more... ) -
The Usual SMD
Oh. A long time. Again I am here for sanctuary ( Read more... ) -
If I Didn't Work
If I could work the way I wanted my day would be filled with:
Working out
Learning Japanese
Making AMVs
Growing a garden
Crocheting
Learning a bunch of fixer things (cars/plumbing/etc)
Sketching -
Actor H.L.
I have a thought that I may of known Heath Ledger in a previous life. When I see him on screen I get the sense that "I know him". Maybe I just notice aspects in him that reflect myself or another. Maybe we had just shared the same passage of time. Either way, I'm glad he was here and sad that it wasn't for long. Not the actor, though he was great ( Read more... ) -
Under Dogs
I love under dogs. The story of someone who just tries so hard. A strength in ambition. People who stay on their feet after getting crushed win my heart. Current favourite is Licenceless Rider from One Punch Man <)
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Christine is Stupid
On a more childish note, Christine is burning bridges. Her claims were outrageous. Accusing me of not wanting her family there was ridiculous. Did she truely believe it when she said it? If so, she is paranoid. Insecure. I let it pass ( Read more... )