reading entries from when i was fifteen is fun.
also, check out my new journal (that i never write in) at
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UPDATE

i'm still not all done with all of you people and the friending of my new lj..
my new lj = diverse_if_why
add it, or die

Well, I'm not sure if I'm going to be updating this journal anymore. I feel like ass right now, even though it is drunken. I supppose it's true that I tend to cause a lot of pain, even though it's really to spare feelings and help people. Maybe, I should quit trying to be such a help. I should probably just give up, yeah? Well, one thing's for ( Read more... )

slut, cunt, whore, backstabber. are these things true? yes, they are. i feed off of fucking everyone else, ever. yep, i better go and kill myself right now. it's true, i should. oh man, how can i deal with this? i don't fucking know, i really don't ( Read more... )

I just got in about an hour ago. I had a semi eventful night. Dylan called me at around 2:30, and I talked him into going to Denny's for coffee. When we met up there, Matt was there. Matt's one of the bartenders that I work with. He was real drunk and said he didn't know how he'd gotten up there, but that he had no one to eat with, so he ( Read more... )

omgz, you guys. i bet yr so j. I EFFEN BET.

( i'm so vain..vein.. self-centered )

Everything is okay. It's just fine, really. Nothing had changed, and I don't think it will. Late nights on the phone may turn earlier. I think that may kill me, but at the same time, I still love it nonetheless. I love being in love. I love falling so hard, that I don't know which way is up anymore. I dislike long distances, but I love long ( Read more... )

I don't think I've cried the way that I did tonight in a long tme. I guess the only reason for the outpour of emotion was brought upon myself. I'm probably just a silly girl, and I think that I don't have anything to worry about. Something tells me so. I guess I'll find out tonight wether or not I have lost love, or what haves. Today is going ( Read more... )

i've been sligthly ill all day.
i don't like staying up this late, i dont' know why i do it.
i think my life is leading up to soemthing bigger.
better?
god, i hope so.
i hope that love isn't wasted.
i hope that pettiness is beyond me by now.
i just pray.
it's all i can do untill the nighttime.