my heart hurts as of late.
no real reason, just does.
i'm in desperate need of some guiding words.
someone to tell me what i should do.
the situation isn't complex at all.
i'm an effing love bot.

but I totally forgot to mention how giddy I get when I think of a certain boy person.
waaaay too giddy.
way.

I had a deliciously bipolar day at work. Of course, I had an upsetting argument with my father previous to going to work, so of course, I was just a bit upset when I went. I got there and every little thing was setting me off. I ended up in tears at only one point in the evening (to think, I'd been doing so well). I don't think that anyone ( Read more... )

I have upset my father. Yes, the one with the weak heart. I think I have broken him down more than I should have. I think that I don't appreciate everything that's been done for me. I am inept, and will throw anything away for a good time. These days have surely ended. I do believe that I deserve the structure that I have never had in my ( Read more... )

yesterday was the the gee-dee whip shizzle ( Read more... )

mm since thursday of last week:

thursday: fort myers
friday: orlando
saturday: fort myers
sunday: home
monday: fort myers
tuesday: fort myers
wednesday: i'm about to go to fort myers

I'm in desperate need of a glass of shiraz and a make over.

mm, so i must say that i would adore going out on the town tonite.
but i don't think that anyone's up for that.
mmm, saddening.

i totally went to see the effen longest yard today.
with noah, one of the cook guys from work.
mm def. strange.
then i went and picked dylan up from trip em's.
i kept saying hot sex.
and i think i may have agreed to have that shit with trip em.
but it was a total joke. i hope.
mmm. iloveexboyfrienddylancore.

I guess it was more than I bargained for.
I guess that I don't get what I deserve.
Do I ever?

Oh, but I will.
I will get what I deserve.
Because I'm just that mmmsexy.