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Oct 15, 2005 09:54

yea ok i will write here. by the way to people who actually read this i dont give a flying fuck what u think.

honestly me and brian broke up and i was sorta glad. i was trying so hard to make it work with him and he broke up with me and it just made things easier.made my life easier. well whatever. anyway i am sorry i will try not to bitch too ( Read more... )

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Still saying all the men rejoice... pt1 fallen_blade October 15 2005, 21:25:22 UTC

I for one am not saying that, nor thinking, that you deserve anything other than you being happy. That's pretty much it from my part. You deserve to be happy, you deserve better things. You do not deserve to be feeling the way you do and I wish I could do better to help you with it. All I can do is offer some Green Apple Twist Smirnoff at my house and well, call a certain someone, despite how often he doesn't answer me from time to time. That's pretty much it. Well that and soup, I can do that... and maybe wings, but I haven't really wanted to um go.. *blinks, getting off topic, goes back*

Anyway, Brian deserves better things also, not saying that he's not a dumbass for reacting the way he did/does, but still he should find his own path, just like you should ( ... )

Still saying all the men rejoice pt2 fallen_blade October 15 2005, 21:26:22 UTC

[Can you believe that there's a 4,000 character limit!? I don't! lol]

MaryBeth should never forget she has her friends to back her up, with the exception of waterballoon wars, laser tag and tekken 4 because if we play against one another, you're on your own woman! On your own and I'll lasertag you and anyone who isn't on my team, NYAH NYAH! On a serious note though because I just spent ten minutes writing this, allow me to reiterate that no one, well at least I speak for myself, believes that you deserve to feel any pain. If any one feels that you deserve it, or wish it upon you, let Karma deal with them. *Shrugs* Fate is weird. Destiny is weird. Your road ends somewhere, and how you get there is just too confusing to even hint at. There's been an uneasiness coming from you, despite you not admitting it for a while. Once in a while, it comes out. You're not pleased, and you don't say it sometimes. Not everybody thinks you deserve what has happened. My thinking is that you are better than this. If you really want to be a bitch, let ( ... )

Re: Still saying all the men rejoice pt2 fallen_blade October 17 2005, 18:54:17 UTC

This is Brian. Yes, I fucked up. Thank you for pointing that out. At the time, I honestly thought nothing, felt nothing, and wanted to at least be able to pretend that I wasn't totally alone. Nor did I think Marybeth would care, seeing that the last half of our relationship was that weird gray area between keeping our distance and pretending to be together. Oh, and how about cheapening our relationship while we still had one? I admit that I have done things to Marybeth that I shouldn't have, and made her question things she shouldn't have (although never on purpose), but the thing everyone seems to forget is that I'm hurting too. Enough to compromise my own beliefs and try to convince myself that I didn't need to hurt so much (it didn't work). Ok, enough of being a vindictive jackass. None of the above is listed as an excuse, just a very bare explaination. Marybeth, basically all it means is that I love you with all my heart, and I really, REALLY don't know how to handle being your friend. I'm trying, but I also have to ( ... )

Re: Still saying all the men rejoice pt2 fallen_blade October 18 2005, 01:19:51 UTC

Not surprised you responded. I was actually wondering how long it would take you to respond. (Heh.) It's also not surprising that you didn't think. Really, it isn't ( ... )

Re: Still saying all the men rejoice pt2 yummy_skittles October 18 2005, 02:15:23 UTC

alex you are a dork. and what the hell is the matter with u. why you bitching at brian anyway. he did what he thought was right. and yes the girls name is megan i know that. if brian understands what i feel then i am ok. i try to understand how he feels. anyway i am fucking up in class so i gotta go study. I AM FINE!!!! DONT WORRY ABOUT ME!!

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yummy_skittles October 16 2005, 04:58:57 UTC

thank you alex. you are a good friend. a dork and you think about my tounge ring all the time!!! you know it dont lie to yourself

fallen_blade October 16 2005, 06:27:11 UTC

At least I'm not a self-proclaimed dork like Ben Jorgensen from Armor for Sleep. He's a self proclaimed dork! I'm just.. dork-by-label. And I will not admit it! I will not admit that I think about your tongue ring all the time!!!

"Como quisiera saber el dulce sabor de tus labios en la oscuridad. El sentimiento de tu anillo contra mi piel, y la tortura sabrosa que vendría con eso. Solamente en mis sueños existe ese momento."

Nyah!