yup i have nothing to say. yes i am still alive. yes life sucks. thats about it. maybe the question to be asked is do i have a special someone?? like i would know the answer... haha omg godiva sucks i dont want to go to work. work sucks!!! ewww chocolate sucks too...

ohhh pnkish color... blue much better. well i am alive. dunno about school this semester. i have no life. i work at godiva all the goddamn time now. and ahhhh... my famliy makes my head hurt. my dads manic now. wtf i know. and well the end i was just online lettign ppl now i am still alive. oh for some odd reason fall out boys song dance dance i  ( Read more... )

blue is an awsome color.

okay well for those of u who dont really see me heres a way to understand whats going on in my home life health wise with family... <--- heehee confusing sentence

damn family

my nana has a blocked branched artery which is bad but not that bad. whatever means surgery.

my brother has started his growth hormone shots. yay! ( Read more... )

NOTHING HAPPENED!! i did drink alot but i know nothing happened except for me and meg falling down and my bacrdi going up my nose omg that hurt! 3 d driving is not fun... soberness is so good!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG!!

oh shut up everyone!! god damn him. grrr. i wish this special someone who isnt alex or phill and is not a girl would just fight for me. not want to give me up. make effort to win me over. buy me flowers and chocolate and come and see me at 2 am if i am sad. i wish this someone would do it and win me over again. i want this person close to my heart ( Read more... )

i wish i could just say this one thing to this one person. who i know wont care. i wish i could run back to them. have this one person hold me and make it all better. i wish i could be with him again. to be kissed by him agian. this one person. who i hurt. who hurt me at the expense of others close to me. the one person who i wanted to keep close ( Read more... )

KingEmpyrealSoul (2:46:09 AM): I never lied to you. I always loved you. I never wanted to hurt you. I was always perfectly honest with you, to the best of my ability. I was always faithful to you. I never wanted anyone else but you the entire time we were together. I say these things so you can know that you received a love you did not earn, ( Read more... )

jackass. thats all i have to say. stupid stupid. if a friend says "i wont do this because i love you and i care about your feelings" they dont go and do it. and if they do they reallly dont care about you. grr thats all i have to say. stupid stupid jackass. wow i trusted someone not to do something and look they went and did it. blah. i give the ( Read more... )

yea ok i will write here. by the way to people who actually read this i dont give a flying fuck what u think.

honestly me and brian broke up and i was sorta glad. i was trying so hard to make it work with him and he broke up with me and it just made things easier.made my life easier. well whatever. anyway i am sorry i will try not to bitch too ( Read more... )

I AM SINGLE!!!!!