Here we go i have two poems to post today i know the first one isn't my best work(okay it sucks) but i can't post poems with out posting the failures. I'm not above my faults and i knwo not everything comes out elegant so i'll post it anyway. I do like the second one though i think its pretty rad, but thats just me, you might think differently but ( Read more... )

:::::Warning contains spoilers to the butterfly affect ( Read more... )

Went to another show, nora, dillenger escape plan, mercania, otherelm, the banner, folly, the locust, your enimies friends, and one whos name i didn't get. The show rocked even though i was only able to do a little pit damage. Every single band was good but we left right before dillinger escape plan because we were hungry which is a major bummer. ( Read more... )

This is more of a reflections piece than an update, that said i spent the latter part of the evening with paul at the diner, seems over that past couple of months i've takin akin to spending my night in there listening to music,reflect,draw,and write. Also it seems the onbly time paul and i hang out. I know he's my friend but its like he doesn't ( Read more... )

I can't understand where i am ( Read more... )

Forgive the bad poetry adorning the title of this entry. Everything has fallen apart, real friends have disapeared, why is it everything slits my arms and lets me bleed into open pools on the ground when everything was so close to being complete? Lets start back on the good note. Sunday the 4th Paul Bronwen and I went and saw Most Precious Blood, ( Read more... )

Its january 1st i'm not going to write about the past year i'mk not going to write about the future i'mn going to write about now, now is summed up by the ink in my skin for those i love i will sacrifice my mantra my moral. For everyone i love family friends i will do everything for ythem anything i can do for them i will if they need me i'm there ( Read more... )

Well its a little late but heres my holidayish update. I spent a lot of money x-mas shopping alot. that said it left me com-pletely broke which was a bad thing but the fact that i had gifts that i actually wanted to get people and still had gifts for people that i knew weren't going to come back into my life but i felt it was the holiday and we had ( Read more... )

Well lets start yesterday i got to see bronwen for like an hour. We hung out in my room it was really good seeing her. I got to give her my gifts she got perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky, a published poem of mine(which i had to do alot of work tracking down the book to pick one out) and my latest short story, tim got happy tre friends ( Read more... )

I cashed my disability check today. It was real shady i had to use the forms of id and he still was hesitant and we were in a bad neighboorhood and with that much money i was sure we were gonna get robbed but we didn't i guess paull and i look strong enough not to mess with(hehehehe) yeah i'm a real bad ass i even got the mohawk to prove it.(heh) ( Read more... )