Last night I got kindof sick, I dont know what happened, but I got a headache and felt sick to my stomach all of a sudden. My nerves were jumpin, and I couldnt calm down, which was only making things worse. I ended up going to bed at like 1:30 or something, which is early for me.. even this morning, when my mom was coming in my room and shit, I ( Read more... )

wow, i havent felt this great in.. WEEKS, MONTHS even! Josh and I talked again today, for a long time. Things are going GREAT. I hope they continue to go perfectly. I love my *NUGGLEBEAR* ;x

aaaaand amy is having a great day with Greg, how KICKASS is that!? lol. <333 woopwoop.

I talked to Josh last night. The reason he was calling was because HE WANTED TO COME SEE ME!!! *deep breath* yeah.. i am still shocked. lol. We talked for a long time again, both online and on the phone. I dont know if he is still going to try to come over sometime, we never talked about it. I told him he could come over anytime he wants. We will ( Read more... )

So, I slept late today, ofcourse. Whenever I woke up, I went to check the messages, and there were 4.

First message ; From my cousin, Ericka, she said she needs my address for something? Who knows. I didnt call her back yet.

Second message ; From Josh, telling me to call him back, and giving me his number, like I dont already have it. lmao. hmmm.

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You know, I just thought of something.. as much as I miss Josh, sometimes I wonder if I just miss belonging to someone. Having SOMEONE. It really sucks to be alone, having no one there to tell 'em that you love them, or say goodnight. No one to spend your spare time with, or to call and say hi. No one to love, or be loved by. Theres no doubt in my ( Read more... )

Well, do you like my new layout? The pictures are of me and Josh, so now you know what we both look like ( Read more... )

Happy New Year Everyone! :)

Not really much to say.. just wanted to get that out of the way. lol.

I am not feeling well at all. My stomach has been feeling ewwy all day, and I'm not sure why. I hope I'm feeling better tomorrow. I have alot of shit to do. I have to get up at like 8am and wait for my dad to come back with some cash, and then I have to go to the bank and open a savings account for he and I so we can save up his money (and mine if ( Read more... )

I guess I have to be strong willed all over again. I quit playing hard to get sortof. Josh showed up and I went to mush. Not that I quit thinking for myself, and I didnt let him run over me. He hasnt hurt me since we've been talking, and I hope I havent hurt him either. But, I cant keep sitting here waiting for him to come online, to repond to ( Read more... )

For some reason, I am suddenly bummed. :\   I wanna talk to Josh. I wanna know whats going to happen. I'm so impatient, but its not like I'm just gonna give up if he doesnt hurry and let me know, I cant give up on Josh unless he tells me "we are through, completely, theres no chance for a future".  I just wish he would tell me, if he even knows ( Read more... )