WTF M?!? wut r u fucking doing??

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

most awkward phone call ever...

next weekend is all i can think about. third-eye blind concert in allentown, pa. getting to party with hunter again and stay at lehigh. and also getting to see a certain boy again who i didn't think i would see for a long time. ah i hope it goes well, im so frickin excited.

but tmw is sunday which means hw which means im sad b/c monday is almost

god, last night was so good and bad at the same time. fun times, terrible times, me getting emotional and doing stupid things. i havent been that gone in awhile. i wish i could take back some stuff, i just feel judged right now...

i fucking love my hall. i love this school.
watching transformers till 3 in the morning with 10 people in a cramped room. dancing and not being able to breath from laughter. having someone get "kidnapped" during the movie and taken on a surprise journey becuase they got accepted into the improv group.
wut an amazing night.

i realized today that i still have a slight lingering attractiont to m, though i know nothing will ever come of it again.
i also realized that i am steadily thinking more and more about boy #3 which is BAD. b/c he goes somewhere else, and that wud never work. dammnnn it.

im finally back at haverford but im sick. i hate doing hw. i really wish my classes were better this semester but o well. they will be better next semester im sure ( Read more... )

im thinking m and i are done for now. which sucks. but what can you do ( Read more... )

i haven't hooked up with m in a week. i assumed it was just poor timing, considering we have so many midterms to study for. but then, when i was on their hall tonight, walker said to me, "you and m aren't hooking up anymore right" i said we hadn't in awhile, i didnt think it meant we werent. he said, "o well i assumed since m has his whole bryn ( Read more... )

sandeep told me that b broke up with his gf. everything is making perfect sense. he is only talking to me again because now that his girlfriend is gone, he wants to hook up with someone. well sorry b, it wont be me.

just when life seemed to settle down. i was content with m and how things were going, i guess i still am ( Read more... )