So I think I'm making a step forward and at the same time end up a step back. What the hell? I'm seriously trying to make things back to normal with people so I'm hoping this works and if it does I'll be back to the right center. But every time I think I've made progress in one area another one seems to collapse.

I may have just found the most amazing guy.

Only downside is he goes to school in RI.

Two dates in two days...both absolute losers...........crap I don't like this

Well I think I've come to a few realizations lately. I really don't want to be in college...at all. I hate biology, like really hate it. I'm up to having no roommates only because Kelly moved out then this girl Louise moved in but got transfered to live with her friend. But hey the quiet is nice. I hate my classes and if I don't hate them I still ( Read more... )

Going to the Bruins game tomorrow with Travis WOOT!!!!

This semester defiantly off to a rocky start. Excluding all of the college things, I actually realized that this is probably the happiest I've been in forever. I really do love the boys and last night defiantly proved they love me too. Despite the circumstances, still one of the better nights here. Even called Charlie just to have a sense of the ( Read more... )

Well decided to update while waiting for firetree to come back online (wow server ;) ) It has been some year to say the least. I miss my highschool friends but everyone is drifting off into their own directions so I really don't know. I miss my Bridgewater friends and now 2 of them aren't coming back. I work like crazy and it doesn't even matter. ( Read more... )

So continuing in my endless amount of procrastination for my psych final, I turn to livejournal. Recap of the last couple of weeks....Charlie's going away party was a bust, Travis is still in love with Kel but she really isn't being very clear on what she wants, Bry and Karen split, Charlie is leaving and now Chase is looking at new schools, and ( Read more... )

I refuse to let her hurt them. Plain and simple.

Seriously annoyed that this girl is trying to intefer with the guys. What honestly is the point of hurting someone or someones just because you can? I really don't get that. But she's not going to get away with it.

Anyway, its been weird lately. Guys confuse me which may not be 100% terrific since I'm friends with a group of all guys. One minute they are doing one thing and its fine the next its all weird and then its back to where it was before. Maybe all guys are secretly bipolar or schizophrenic. Something to explain the insanity. So I'm sitting on the ( Read more... )