well its been awhile since i updated Montana is getting so big shes almost 11 months old already:( i've been trying to plan a birthday part already.and shes been off the bottle completly for almost a month now and shes not even a year yet and shes only supposed to be almost 9 months <3 shes such a smart baby i just love her so much* oh yeah and ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i've updated this thing so lets see my grams been out of the hospital for awhile now and shes doing really good=) Montana is almost 11 months old=( so sad shes growing up wayy to fast!Her biological father is a deadbeat and wants nothing to do with her...he only pays childsupport because the courts are making him he cant ( Read more... )

well since the last time i wrote in this i finally got the paternity test back and mike is the father so i called him to ask him when he wanted to see his daughter and he told me that he couldnt even take care of himself and he really didnt wanna be apart of her life so i asked him if he would sign over his rights and he said thats what he wanted ( Read more... )

well after fighting cancer for over 3 months my cat finally gave up, RiP. Sebastain McCabe 7-12-92-4-22-05

well on a good note my gram is doing really good i just cant wait till shes out of the hospital so montana can see her iloveyougram<3 ( Read more... )

Well they took the breathing tube out of my gram today so she can finally talk and they gave her a popcycle lol i never seen someone eat a popcycle so fast then she kept asking for another one like a little kid haha but she didnt even know why she was in the hospital she doesnt even remember having open heart surgey but when we went in to see her ( Read more... )

well my gram had to get a quadruple bypass yesterday and the operation went good then after we could go see her she woke up that night and was able to move and answer questions which means she didnt have a stroke during the operation and all her grandkids and greatgrandkids and all her kids were up there the doctor said hes never seen such a big ( Read more... )

well since i last wrote in here my cat is still alive =) and my grams in the hospital now =( their supposed to put a stent in and i'm really scared about that but my grams a fighter everyone says she has more lives than a cat she already doesnt have a bladder, she had a hip replacement 6 heartattacks and a stroke and she still gets around...and ( Read more... )

well this computer is still a piece of shit but my baby is gonna be 6 months old tomorrow =( i feel like i just had her! shes growning up wayyy to fast and my poor cat has cancer and its spreading and my mom wants to get her put to sleep but shes my cat and i dont want to! i'm not ready to say goodbye I love her :( i've had her since i was 5 years ( Read more... )

this computer is a big fat peice of shit and the lady that did my moms taxes messed up on it so she wont be getting her income tax for awhile still so i'll have to deal with this piece of shit computer for longer! but on a happier note yesterday was 2 years i've been clean =) which is really cool kuz i remember when i thought a few days was pretty ( Read more... )

my life sucks so bad now i dont think me and darin are ever gonna be happy together because he wants me to be someone i'm just not and i cant change i have to change on my own so in a way i think i need to let him go so he can find someone who hes meant to be with i need someone whos gonna accept me for me and not try to change everything about me ( Read more... )