Eww

[z6_9]

So I was sleepin and I was ok... And then I started to have this dream where me and a bunch of people where going into this cave to look for stuff... Well there where spiders every where in this cave and it didn't bother me so much because they wheren't bothering me any, then the person at the head of the line screamed 'O shit'.. So we all kept

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[rainbowmommy2]

freaky dream... When I knew her she was convinsed she was a dragon. *hmph* anyway if you don't feel respected, instead of being too aggressive right away, tell her she needs to change her way. If that doesn't work I personally wouldn't live with someone who disrespects me. Anyway sorry about your back hun. send me a message on myspace so I can get your number and give you mine.

Love always Julie

[unbeausaumon]

so you guys always lock the front door now? well, yeah that would make sense, 'specially with the mexicans above you. lol. she did the same thing to my parents when she was living at our house. She wouldnt get home from sunday game until like 2 in the morning or something. I remember one time, I went home cuz when living with my parents I had to be there by 12. She refused to come home with me, cuz she wanted to keep gaming. SO I left her ass there. We lock the door at night so I had to stay up til she got home. She told me she would be home before 2. Well, 2 am, maybe a little past, rolls around and shes still not there. So I call her cell phone. She was still at Denny's. It wasnt even her that answered the phone. I think she had DUstin answer it or something. SOmeone. I dont remember who. ANd I was like "Where's Rachel? She was supposed to be home by now." I was told that she decided she wasnt going to come home that night and just sleep at another's house. And then skip school the next day as well. When I asked why she didnt answer

[z6_9]

She still doesn't understand why Iget so pissed about it... If she's out that late this Sunday and I'm not awake I'm going to let Dustin know that when he leaves for work I want me to remember to keep both doors locked... And if she does wake me up to get in I'm going to let her know flat out that this will not happen again. I can kick her out. And I'll do it if I have too.. I'm giving her chances I've let her know what she needs to do now she needs to realize she's living in someone elses house and she needs to follow our rules or she's gone.. She doesn't seem to inderstand that we let her stay here because we didn't want to have to watch your parents go threw hell or her have to fight to find some where else.. Tim says Jan 5 is he lease date... Then she's gone...

O my back is getting better they put in in pysical therepy and they gave me 2 shots in my back and a shit load of pills.. Woot pills!!

[morganraven]

physical therepy is great, it means it is fixable !

[z6_9]

Yes.. Now Tourist Chris... lol.. I pretty much have no life I spend lots of time at home and in the mall... Now that I hurt my back I'm kinda in and out of the doctors office.. And tomorrow I get to go see the dentist everyone's favorite person.. I also get to start physical therepy soon YAY!!! Not really ew... I hate doctors and now I have to deal with someone putting there hands in my mouth and someone who's going to make me bend in hurty ways.. Sigh yes much time to do stuff yep..

[z6_9]

Ok next week it is.. Great you're gonig to bring your camera that means no caves... lol

[morganraven]

LOL no she is not a spider!
Spider folk tend to be intimidating (shes not),
maternal,
manipulative (pouting because you want to be treated like an adult but refuse to act like one does not count as being manipulative)
they spend a LOT of time wandering around in the wilderness
and they spend a lot of time helping others (not really one of her strong points)

[z6_9]

Ok... Makes much since... I've been doing research on the totem's and most people when they hear of totem's only care about the inner one. and some people don't know they have more then one... Rachel hasn't been doing research but from hearing form her aunt who knows close to nothing about it she thinks there's 7... Close but far at the same time.. If I am correct there are 5... Just wondering if my research is paying off or not.. Most people hear about totems and don't care what it's about they just care what they are and that bothers me... I'm not sure why...

It's like people going 'Im a drangon I'm big scary and can't step on anything grrr.' and I just want to slap them because they're dumb I want to see them piss of a mouse and take'em head on. Mice are timde but determaned.. Piss one off and it won't give up.. Huh.. I guess I've done alot more research then I though..

[morganraven]

lol...yeah sound like you have been doing a bit of research
As to number of totem...,

you are born with 1 unless you have a "split-soul" in which case you are born with 2. In most cases of a split-soul in our modern world the person ends up ignoring one of their totems subconsciously in favor for the other until the neglected one leaves and they end up with 1 they are born with. This is the one that you learn about when you go thru your adolesant rituals like the vision quest.

Some families also have a totem (hence the whole clan thing) but it is usually something many of the family members have actively worked on thru the generations. If your family has one and it wants to watch over you (they have a choice about it) then you can count that among your totems.

Any others that are around you are only lessons to learn and things like that