well. life is sucking, to say the least. wow, i would have never thought NY could be soo sucky. i miss a few people right now, am confused about a few more, and need to take a break from life for a bit, and not get a hangover doing it. fuk fuckeddy fuck fuck. talking to my friend claire from andover england on messenger. and thats fun. kept me up ( Read more... )

hey all, yeah i have to leave matts house in one minute in order to be home on time. lmao. and i am soaking wet, and cold and tired. but today was kickass all the same. ate good dinner at matts house, saw ally-j 4 the first time in a while, and hung out with the regulars on bardstown. jon im sorry 4 acting like a dick but then again you were being ( Read more... )

hey all, wats up? nmh. well anywho, life is finally starting to work out over the past week or so. well, newest of news, is i asked out maddie yesterday, and she said yes, so that really kickass. im also no longer trying to kill jon. which is kool. hymmmmmhmhmmmmmmmhmmmhmmhmhmm ( Read more... )

hey all. yeah, life hates me. it really does. because, first off, on tuesday, sam broke up with me again. that doesnt bother me as mutch as the fact that she did it because i said this one thing in reaction to something she said, which was as bad, if not worse, cause it was self esteem lowering and kinda hurtful ( Read more... )

hey all, yeah im having a very shity day. spending it on bardstown with the usual suspects, minus everyone but jon and matt ( Read more... )

i can officially say i had a good day. besides the fact that i had to wear my school clothes, and those tight khaki pants, if in which i have a boner, its broadcast to anyone in a half mile radius. which sucks. and so sam and izabella descided to make a joke out of it and get me "excited". only sam succeded. but i succeded first, because im good ( Read more... )

hey all, wats up? nothin much here. im tired and i have a headache. and my toe just started hurting for no apparent reason. i may meet up with sam tommorow if she's at heine bros. i might see izabella, if she isnt busy fucking around with matt, and i may go to a band practice tommorow. we are all starting to get serious about this band thing, and ( Read more... )

hey all, yeah the band failed. miserably. but all of them tryed their best. the only good ones though were me, alex, daniel, and matt. except on the first one he sung, coincidently beeing a fav. nirvana song. jon tryed he sucked soo much fucking ass! OMG!!! and our lead singer sam#2 was horrible soo i ended up singing soo much of our set. i sucked ( Read more... )

hey all wats up? well just for the record, the weather today, is slighly sucking at the concert with a good chance of embarrassment. but it doesnt matter. and in other news me and sam are going out again, i guess you could say, but she's still going out with phillip, and it leaves me kinda confused as to what we are exactly. and i dont really get ( Read more... )

hey all, itsthursday and there aint no school tommorow, thank god for that! well i am sittin at home, and my friend aaron is coming over(no not aaron tallent, not aaron carter) and i aint seen him or his brothers in like a year so that will be really cool. and we'll probly stay up all night jammin on the guitars. he was one of my first real friends ( Read more... )