im fucking pissed. i mean i havent been this angry in a long time. i dont know what just got me into this rage, but i swear to god i was hoping i'd run to some bastard and i was hoping that he would try to say something to me because i would fucking break their jaws. im pissed because i have to go to this goddamn christian camp bullshit, when im ( Read more... )

hey all. yeah. i dont know. im in another one of my funks again. argh i dont even know why. its like i woke up this morning and have gone through this day asking "why did i wake up again. i need to stop doing that". yeah my family is going to eat mexican food. at some random restaurant. and while i was excited like maybe an hour ago, im just not in ( Read more... )

hey all. wats up. yeah, me and matt and jon took a "short" cut. it was actually more of a "take-15-minutes-to-get-from-chris-to-gregs-house-by-cutting-through-back-yards-and-getting-our-asses-lost-because-matt-has-stupid-ideas" cut. it was rather funny. then we got here, and on the way i tried to peddle fake weed(very convincing) and made new ( Read more... )

hey all, yeah i know i really havent posted in a long long and unbelieveably longer time. and its been really blah. but yes, things have been going pretty good. and we had a totally kick ass 3 day weekend!. on thursday(last day before weekend) me and the peoples met up on bardstown road, and walked around, which was rather fun, but just the usual. ( Read more... )

hey there all. wats up. nothin new here. actually theres alot new here because i'm on the computer for once. well yesterday me and sam and turkey and matt all hung out and ditched jons scrawney ass, because he was being the little bitch that he is. soo me and everyone went down to cherokee park and smoked catnip, and after sam got completely ( Read more... )

weee i love doing this ( Read more... )

well anywho, i had a good time at the party until i just completely broke down. everything that i've held in for the past few months just flowed out tonight in the form of tears. i mean, i should have cried yesterday. that was more phisical pain:being kicked in the head over and over again as hard as possible, than i have ever been in. and i didnt ( Read more... )

shit on a long assed stick. well i cant go to the formal tonight. and that pisses me off. but i cant see sam either, so you know that makes it doubly shitty. i really dont know what to do anymore. i think all this isolation being at buechel is studding my growth as a person. i need to fucking get away from all of the buechel shit i'm going through ( Read more... )

hey all. i'm at the library right now and those bitch ass motherfuckers at the school wouldnt let me in because mr. fuckface riddle wouldnt let me in. i bought spraypaint and after things die down this weekend ima tag the school all the way around. i know i aint gonna get caught. i never do. that being said, i'm going to court tommorow for the ( Read more... )

hey yall. i got a video ipod for christmas!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOTTTTTT!! well the initial depression is over and i'm gonna go to the mall today. my mom is giving me 40 dollars to spend (i also stole another 40 from her last night ^.^) and i'm gonna buy shit. vinny got me a bunch of chocolates and a dimebacg darrel krank amplification shirt. its fucking ( Read more... )