im probably gonna move back soon, im gettin really angry. this place is fake to me. i need to go back. i miss my mom and my brother and even my step dad. its been keeping me up at night. i cant sleep . i feel guilty. for thinking of leaving here and leaving winters in the first place.. once summer school is over i want to move back. i have 4 days ( Read more... )

in a cyprus grove
in emerald hills
overlooking a crimson sea
a blue sky set ablaze
i saw with a gaze
and at last found true beauty

by me

i went and saw stigma 13 last night . they are a sick psychobilly band. it was a crazy night. im tryin to put together a rockabilly band. im talking about the roots of rockabilly not that new stuff, its good too, but noone knows the stuff the eddie cockran and ricky nelson and carl perkins and elvis did. without those guys there would be no rocka ( Read more... )

this saturday at the masonic center in nob hill dave brubeck is playing and i have tickets! im so happy right now . its friggin awesome. yup thats whats new.

im only sleeping- the beatles ( Read more... )

that girl did it again....its freakin me out. im scared. yup. im gettin way better grades.nothin below a c including an a in english. im probably goin to the epidemic tonight. its like the community center rock thingies.or i might go bowling. everyone in v-town sucks none of you bastards call or say hi or nothin, cept fer emma. yup. well peace

my stepdad out grew his crf 230 honda so i get it . my real dad bought a ford f-150 so i get the 89 toyota pick-up. its all good. acouple of people want me in there band things now. i just bought an al green cd its cool. this black girl is following me around like stalking me, its kind of scary. she walked up to me last week and i said hi just to ( Read more... )

if theres ever been a book that everyone should read its "High Fidelity" they made a movie and its great too. with jack black and john cusak. you dont have to be thirty something to relate to it and its funny. its deep and makes you think. just thought id throw that out there.ill probably not see any of you for the next year or so if ever again so ( Read more... )

hi to anyone that cares enough to read this.iwas kinda out of it for a while so i kinda shut the outside world out for a week or so. ive been good, just i think that all the shit that has happened finally caught up with me. its amazing how many of you guys that i hang or hung out with never try to give a call or say hey. this whole thing helped me ( Read more... )

damn ! patriots won. i made calzones yesterday. everything from scratch.it was good. i used italian sausage and pepperoni. im watching the new iron chef right now.ive almost gotten into three fights so far. the most recent with a black kid named demarian or somethin. he called me a crck head and i told him to shut the fuck up. he stood up and ( Read more... )