Comments | zacharypoo: the withdrawal of love.

zacharypoo

the withdrawal of love.

Apr 16, 2004 00:57

For every positive thought i felt about myself last night, i have a negative one tonight to match it. Im so sick of everything. I think you care, but sometimes i forget how good you are at not showing it. Sometimes you do show it though, and i guess im thankful that when we have to be, we can be friends, but i wish it didnt have to be like this ( Read more... )

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you know me better then that anonymous April 16 2004, 02:29:57 UTC

Zach, Im not a fake friend. You know you can always call me and talk about whatever you want. You know me better then to pretend that I care. I enjoyed talking to you tonight and even though it was about a bunch of nothing, it was the best conversation weve been able to hold in a long time. I know youre going through a difficult time right now and I dont know what to do. The best and only advice I can think of right now is to tell your dad that you want to go to therapy. I know you want to pull through this on your own just so you know how strong you can be, but trust me, if I could go back to this time last year, I wouldnt want to have pulled through it on my own. I want you to be able to find closure in us and I want your life to be on the right track again. College is supposed to be the best years of your life and youre not enjoying it. Please consider talking to your dad about therapy and get better, I want my friend back! I love you to death, you know you can always call me to talk whenever you want ( ... )

Re: you know me better then that zacharypoo April 19 2004, 18:57:29 UTC

its "THAN" dear...

hope all is well, miss you.

zachary

can it be? sikeitslove April 17 2004, 13:49:07 UTC

zach, might this be the same zach i met last night at the local concert of bands? located at the grantville, train depot?
i sure hope so. hi i'm michelle, wes's friend. you probably don't remember me, but i'm the girl who has been through Macon a ridiculous amount of times and can name more coffee shops located there than should be allowed. woa.
&
after coming across your live-j,
i can honestly say, after reading, i can completely relate. maybe with different situations, different people, and times, but the basic feelings are the same. i think that anything i say will sound very cliché, but i will say the fact that atleast you are able to free what is inside you on here is an accomplishment. the things we put the most heart into are never ever easy to leave. letting go, is at the top of that list. i have yet to figure out very much at all about how and why life takes such turns and the feelings that result along the journey. hopefully, we all have it inside ourselves.

i am adding you, i'm hooked.
<22

Re: can it be? zacharypoo April 19 2004, 18:55:36 UTC

of course i remember you dear. I must apologize for having to take you away from wes that day, but at the time i had no other friends to call. it was a pleasure meeting you, and im sure ill see you around...

thanks for the kind words.

zachary

Re: can it be? sikeitslove April 19 2004, 19:14:13 UTC

no problem. i'm glad he was able to come to the rescue.
utah too i'm sure.
i'm adding yours/this, add me if you want /emphasis on 'if you want'-
<3
yes, i am sure we will meet again around

jdmstiviimike April 19 2004, 20:26:42 UTC

Zach I love ya buddy...You can drive the scooby if it will make you feel better. Peace out nikka

zacharypoo April 19 2004, 20:35:24 UTC

thanks nagger. miss all you guys. and the scooby.

sup man initiale April 19 2004, 20:55:14 UTC

hey dude, I just wanted to say hey and what not.

I'm not sure if I'm going to be home that much during the summer. I'm moving out to a new apartment and stuff and I have summer school too. So I'm probably going to be in Columbus most of the time.

However, if you are ever in the area hit me up. Chris stopped by the other day when he was at work. I'll show you the area and we can grill or something, since that's about all we do around here. lol :)

Take it easy man.

-Eric