i think i'll go through my buddy list on aim and delete every person who i can't recall ever instant messaging me first. of course, if they ever amaze me and do make the effort to talk, i'll add them back.

what i meant to say last night is that i'm finally taking some kind of action. i'm making a change; i'm doing something that i rarely do: stepping out my comfort zone (kinda ( Read more... )

as one can plainly tell, i'm so indecisive that i can't even choose to frequently update or to not update at all. this whole livejournal is my supporting evidence.

i have so much to say that i don't even know how to say it.

i guess i won't.

i didn't get the job.

and when i asked what i could change, i was told that i was young and just needed to wait a while. ahhh i knew this would happen.

AND I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY!

tomorrow i have an interview for a new position within the credit union. i'm very very excited, but very very nervous. my life would change so much if i got the job! i could probably move out (something i really want to do). i don't know, i don't want to build myself up because i'm really not sure if i'll actually get it. i'm fully qualified, but i ( Read more... )

OK so i went to that party that i was talking about, and of course, my predictions became reality, somewhat!!! this black guy was being a complete asshole. COMPLETE ASSHOLE. he had that typical, "you don't know what i've been through - i've earned the right to be ignorant - i'm a thug - black people are superior" attitude. honestly, he was a dick. ( Read more... )

SO today wifey and i went to austin, and put our minds together to navigate! we honestly did not get lost once; this is quite an achievement for me ( Read more... )

work was especially fun today! my boss, klaudia, was in a an especially good mood, and that leaves the rest of the staff in one as well. AND i didn't get in trouble once, lol lol ( Read more... )

( ) made out with a member of the same sex ( Read more... )

it all started last saturday when we looked at my cat and noticed he was really skinny. a trip to the emergency vet and $200.00 later, they told us the obvious, that he didn't look well, and there were a number of possible problems. he was pumped with fluids and sent home, but i think i pretty much knew that it would only get worse ( Read more... )