amor fati.

i'm living proof of karma.
i used to only have fun.
i didn't have a job and i'd skip school all the time.
now i work all the time and don't really have fun anymore.
and now i must go to work.
good morning.
xoxo.

i was supposed to work today but didn't.
it's ugly outside.
i'm completely broke and stressing out.
i feel like everything is caving in.
xoxo.

someone is hammering stuff in one of the neighboring apartments.
so, ive been thinking someone's at my door since about 1130 this morning.
i love it.
haaaaz.

xoxo.

i have a horrible headache ( Read more... )

of all the virtues, i think i most admire those who sincerely exhibit the following ( Read more... )

odds are weird.
evens make sense.
last to know.
that's how it is.
my fault, duh.
i = bad person.
ex oh ex oh

my body has turned its back on me. my calves/feet cramp up constantly. my stomach rejects most things. my throat loves to cough. my brain no longer wants me to see clearly or do well on exams. i'm sick in probably every aspect of human health. it's cool for the most part, sike.
xoxo.

i dont eat, sleep, or really do drugs anymore. i woke up at like 845 today to go see my little bros soccer game. he gets 10 dollars collectively per goal. he made 60dollars today. then sarah and i took him and her cousinss, matthew and laura to the zoo. it was intense. it was unbearably hot. and these kids were going non stop. i was tired. then i ( Read more... )

i love my mom. i think im going to put my septum ring back in for a few days. im not sure though. well see. my parents have never seen or heard about it. im going over to my parents house tomorrow so my dad can fix my brakes. hes into cars and man stuff. like me. siiiiiike. then im eating lunch with mom and sarah at fralos the next day and picking ( Read more... )