The wooden boy, figment made of shards of glass
stacked, loved and cried upon
wished for and left wanting
the girl who'd love the wooden boy, queen of a house of cards
beautiful mess. breathtaking
left longing, aching for something dark and real

I dont know how to finish this. I'll come back to it. 
It made a hole and its my fault

Just in from "happy" hour with people from the corporate side of life.  Happy- drink alot while people sip and stare. 
It just doesnt get any better than this. 
POW. in the head. with a gun.

yes, im wishy washy today. fuck you.

I dont even know who if anyone is still around.  I started mising the creative outlet this place gave me today. Yeah, right out of the blue....  if anyone is still around.. please say hello. 
Nice to be back
Zack

Maybe its only the kind of thing you feel when you're high and you look around and it just isnt making sense. Because im high and it isnt making sense. Ever try to remember the place where you stopped being that kid, with those dreams, and just kind of started to settle? If you cant then i envy you. looking back seeing that placid glass house wall ( Read more... )

I'm doing ok these days, getting by. Wasting today sitting around thinking of things i'd like to be doing. I need a project or something.
Time is very hard to fill these days now that i have slowed almost to a stop with some of my more destructive hobbies or habits if you prefer. I need something, maybe Jesus? Ok that was a joke, a funny one.

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stagnant ideas and too many pronouns
stop it come on you're not making sense now.

just say hello, drop me a pic of you currently or a little blurb of how you are if you read this. i feel i am being drawn back into this lj web and need support.
thank you

I shoot and you run ( Read more... )

i cant imagine what was funnier. Being a participant, or feeling quite superior to that. either way, quite a funny trip it is or was if you prefer.
me-

After nearly four months i am finally tiring of wearing a mask, even though it is a very thin one. I am starting to want another alone period, the kind where i sit around and talk to people who are just perfect little ideas rather than flesh and blood with issues and complications. I am missing my life a little bit even though i was fairly ( Read more... )