This past friday i finally met the completion of 400 hours of community service; coupled with the restitution's i've made, i would say i'm in the closing stretch of this awful ordeal. i just hope any final court proceedings don't hinder my trip to NYC...shenanigans

live it, feel it, and loosen your grip.

so exhausted ( Read more... )

hey, journal i know it's been awhile. i've been horribly sick the last few days. last night i was only able to take short controlled breathes otherwise my chest and rib cage would hurt. the past few days all my joints and muscles ached .i woke up feeling a bit better today and i felt like making an entry. i wonder what's wrong with me. cyn looked ( Read more... )

these dreams keep waking me up at night;this has been going on for nearly two years. i used to be able to calm my nerves with a late night walk or some late night tv. sometimes i have to light one up and put it in the air if the dream was to much to tolerate. two years like this. any inner peace seems unattainable.this is actually affecting me at ( Read more... )

What a great week; Mijo came to visit, got some x-mas cash, painted inside some huge corn silos, bender's puppies made their gooey arrival. sadly one pup passed away.i was going to go to vegas this morning but the pups need some tending.i may still go to vegas tomarrow whith jorge;i would really like to visit LA, see some old friends..ugh

one year later this shit works

Happy new year everyone.The holidays were a drunken blast; it was almost to much to handle thanks to the LA crew; fucken lou i hope you appreciated the ride i gave your drunk ass on new years, first time i had to take a sobriety test when i was under the influence, thank you baby jesus ( Read more... )

Happy new year everyone.The holidays were a drunken blast; it was almost to much to handle thanks to the LA crew; fucken lou i hope you appreciated the ride i gave your drunk ass on new years, first time i had to take a sobraity test when i was under the influence, thank you baby jesus ( Read more... )

God Bless the Aug Party and all the the drama that entails; really bro I was the bigger man, but god damn after getting punched on the jaw by one of my homies dad;i really wasn't in any mood to walk away from some jealous jerk that tell his best friend that he's love with her but whatever man,love you