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life is getting a little less strange
I'm in a band again. life seems like it's gonna be okay now. -
So excited, so terrified
I'm trying to start a small business. Yes, in music. Yes, in Michigan. NO DONT WALK AWAY HOLD ON ITS GONNA WORK. I hope... It seems like a crap shoot market, but I'm not going to let it get me down or move me out of state. This is my home. I am working on a business plan that includes artists (yes, of course kelli!), musicians, a pro-quality studio ( Read more... ) -
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major depressive episode
at least that's what the shrink calls it. I like calling him a shrink when he's not around. it makes me feel silly. I'm sitting on the couch with kelli and she is visibly annoyed that i am posting in my livejournal instead of getting up and going somewhere right now. girls. man. she is reading this while i type. i know cause she got offended that i ( Read more... ) -
things are not getting better
they are getting worse -
Strange Phenomenon
As my insomnia and anxiety worsen, I'm starting to develop a seriously worrisome level of paranoia. I remember being calm and collected before and now I can't go to sleep or get out of bed without having a panic attack. Sometimes i can't sleep at all ( Read more... ) -
Conflicted
So, right now i'm internally conflicted about a couple of things lately ( Read more... ) -
My life is a rollercoaster of emotion
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I am so bored right now i can't even believe it. I have 2 hours of work left and im really considering trying to make up an excuse to have to up and leave, but i know i can't. BLAH. I have nothing to do at all and it's driving me nuts. I can't really play computer games, because someone will see and ask me why i'm not working and ask "well then ( Read more... )