Chelsia Weller:

"how i cried when u left, how i just want to be with you so much so badly and i cant wait to see you again and just by thinking about u i smile and hearing ur voice makes my heart jump
dolphinluvr142006 (9/22/2010 10:47:40 PM): and thinking about growing old with you and having kids and grandkids with you
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Today is the happiest day of my life! Spent an amazing week hanging out with Chelsia and it ended with us getting back together :)
I couldn't be happier!

Am I imagining things? Or is it really 2 sleeps until I get to hang out with Chelsia again!? It's been over 4 years since I saw her last. I'm so excited!

Alexandria passed away sometime last night. I didn't know her long, but she was special and she meant a lot to me. It hurts knowing that the last thing I told her myself was that I hated her for using me to get to Allie. I'm just glad that I forgave her and had Jason let her know. In the end she had him tell me that she loved me and was sorry. I  ( Read more... )

Allie made a new Facebook profile yesterday and declined my friends request. It hurts more than she knows. One of my greatest fears is losing the ones I love...It'll take a bit to get over so if I seem moody for a while, please bear with me.

In other news it's still 23 Sleeps until I see Chelsia! Dad said we're leaving here the 15th and not the 14th ( Read more... )

Only 23 Sleeps until I get to see Chelsia again! I so can't wait to see her! It's been over 4 years! This makes for one happy Murloc! And happy Murlocs do more DPS :)

     The last few days have been pretty good. I'm not thinking as much as I used to about everything that's going on, which is great. Starting to accept what's happened in my life and moving on. Well, starting too anyway. It'll take time, but I can already feel it working. So happy, I hope I stay this way. And it's all thanks to Chelsia ( Read more... )

Saw a post on facebook that made me realize that it's been exactly one year since Rachel and I broke up. I didn't realize how much it still hurts. How can it still hurt after this long without her? I've been with another girl for almost a year and it still hurts? Why?

I'm trying not to cry. It's so hard not too.

Last night I called Rachel and informed her of my crazy week and heard about her latest exploits. It was a nice conversation, but it left me confused and not sure about my life. I forgot about everything else while on the phone besides what we were talking about and hearing her voice again. I actually felt at peace. I haven't felt that way in ( Read more... )

L - A - S - T :

01. Last Cigarette: Never

02. Last kiss: 2 September 2008

03. Last Cry: About a year ago and a half ago

04. Last Library Book Checked Out: Don't remember...unless you count my mom's books as the library..then Dragonsong by Anne McCaffrey

05. Last Movie Seen: Support Your Local Gunfighter

06. Last Book Read: Hells Gate by David Weber and ( Read more... )