realizing that matter how much effort you put into someone, your not going to get anything out of it. i hate that i love him n he will never ever love me back. :(

blah.. why do all my friends have to be pansies on wednesday nights? greg actually told me im allowed to go over, but only if i have a partner, and i dont :( but he told me hed actually call me later, probably cuz hell want me to go over n cuddle with him tonight. i may or may not go....depends on when and if he actually calls me. doubt he will ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

wish someone wasnt being stupid right now..but whatever. im going out tonight and im not letting anyone stop me or get in my way. and im gonna be one fine ass black cat tonight ;)

i cant study ( Read more... )

this afternoon i accomplished:

nothing

and it was nice.

now its time to do something...

i do not like the fact that its now getting cold :( but i do enjoy the changing leaves

fuck you livejournal.  I had a long entry typed up and you deleted it.

fuck you.

other than that, things are pretty good.

kinda pissed, I had a really good entry.

but im still happy.
I'm kinda seeing someone right now, I hope it turns into a relationship type of deal.  but who knows?
my classes are a pain in the ass.
I never have anytime for myself
I'm the poorest I've been in awhile, but I still live life like its goin out of style
Abercrombie is ok, i wish I had a better paying job.
my room is a disaster
I think ( Read more... )

oh boy.  I havent updated this in a long time ( Read more... )

i havent updated this in forever...ill do a quick one now, a more detailed one later at school ( Read more... )

ugh.  i have poisen ivy EVERYWHERE.  in like random spots.  on my stomach, neck, hands, elbows, feet....basically it sucks

everything else is pretty good.