Jen is such a sweet, sappy romantic ( Read more... )

 It's a boy!!

That kid is going to have so many dinosaur clothing!

 The exercising and eating better is off to a slow start.  I've lost 5.5 lbs in two weeks.  I honestly haven't been trying all that hard which I know is bad and I need to get back on the horse.  Jen and I found out that one lap around the mall which includes all the hallways is equal to half a mile.  My goal is to do six laps and then go home to ( Read more... )

We tried having sex last week and it felt awkward for both of us.

Mainly because we hadn't had sex since one lonely time in January and before that it was sometime in October or November, I do believe.

And then my head just wouldn't shut the hell up.

I kept thinking how I don't know if I can do this for the rest of my life.  Not the relationship but ( Read more... )

 I have officially started the New!Me Program that comes with realizes why I'm fat and actually working out these issues and exercising ( Read more... )

This first post is always the hardest.

I have two other journals on lj but those are both read by real-life friends.

This is for me.

I love my friends dearly but find I censor my thoughts, fears, excitement, and feelings from those journals since they do read them.

This one is me exposed to the core.