This is still here?

I'm in austin now...married pretty much...working and going to school.
This real world thing is insane.
Actually its not
my youth was insane.
THIS is totally normal.

i hate it kind of

for myself more than anything.
is anyone even still here??

-cades still in the hospital
-I miss claudia
-I have not slept a full 8 hours in two months
-I've been having fun I think
-alot of new friends
-I'm not staying a whole year in wimberley. no way.

there are so many things I dont ever want to forget

I mean....seriously. I have no idea what I'm doing, or why I'm doing it.

how did I get to this place.

and absolutly NO time to do it ( Read more... )

soooo, i'm leaving in a few hours for mexico and I just found out that we will be staying on a beach ( Read more... )

Its just so akward now...

i Hate it.

so much to do.
so MUCH to do.

when are we leaving?

I miss you terribly.
Just hearing your voice yesterday really tore me apart.
I've got a few things to send you so i'll get that done this week... and I got a second new cell phone number so you should really call me on it.

I cannot WAIT to hug you again.

new number:
512 695 5940

WOAH

so..
i am at the whisky bar with Lady T right now.....