NOTHING EVER FUCKING CHANGES

i know its cold outside

last night i had another dream that was too good be true. this is the second one iv ever had in my life, and they have both been in a month. these dreams... they are so much different than any others. these 2 different types of dreams are almost exactly the same except for one element that make them so far apart, the only difference is that my ( Read more... )

last night was wonderful. i took a long walk with someone that i had been wanting to tell something to for the longest time. they could have taken what i said in two ways, and luckily they took it the way i wanted them to. we ended up in one of my friend's hot tub (without him) drinking root beers. i started thinking about how life had finally ( Read more... )

i'v decided to update this old journal. i know that no one will read this, or no one will care. but one day i can look back at this and hopefully realize that life is not always as low as it is now ( Read more... )