Its better this way right? No stress, no anxiety.... its better right?

This song has been the only thing I've listened to since last night. It has me on the edge of tears everytime.

I just wanted a moment.

feelings, old and new, find their way into my life. I just have to figure out which to follow and which to forget.

I've given up on boys... until such time as I can handle my own mess ( Read more... )

Whatever reference you can make about that title is completely true. It has been too long.

I'm starting to try yoga today. Its supposed to calm you and like I told my manager last night "it never hurts to be more limbre."

lol..

this post is redic.

I'm just in that kind of mood.

I danced with a guy at the cell block last night. Fun times I guess, but since he was only 18 and from around my hometown it wasn't that exciting. However, while dancing with this guy, a girl walks past and BITES ME. On the shoulder, then stumbles down the stairs and way from me.

I will never return to a bar until my 21st.

I'm kinda under a lot of stress. I was under it so much so that I passed out last night, on my couch, at 11:30.

Today I feel fine, alright, iffy and I don't feel like doing anything, but since I have work tonight I guess I have to. I'm not getting nearly enough hours at work. I'll soon be poor and working the corners.

I'm lost.

I'm disappointed.
You make my decisions so much easier by what you've done, and what you do.

goodnight.

I'm seriously fucked right now ( Read more... )

I just wasted away 4 hours on a couch. No, more than that. I laid there, not even watching tv, just listening to the sounds. I tired several times to get up, I even made it to the kitchen to fix something to eat. I got something, then found myself on a couch again. I fell asleep, you'd barely call it that, I was tossing and on the edge of ( Read more... )

ok So I'm a cryptic, relationship junkie. I've realized this, and I'm going through the different steps to work toward my goal.

On happier notes.

1. Treavor is here! There is a party in his honor tomorrow, I plan to attend.
2. Anthony is coming here this weekend. I've missed him, we'll probably end up getting drunkity drunk and laughing the whole ( Read more... )

Life sucks, I was supposed to go to an open interview but something happened and I didn't go. I need to find another job, something that pays what I get now. I'm switching departments at Wegman's too, I can't do that shit anymore. Not after the shifts I've been getting and working with the people that I do. They're a joke, except for 1 guy, and I'm ( Read more... )