So, I made it to my twenties, what an awkward statement. I had three "celebrations". On Thursday, Thanksgiving Day, my family got together for the stuffing-your-face marathon including my cake. I received some nice gifts like a 30GB BLACK iPod, among other things ;). I haven't really owned/put to use an iPod/mp3 player before so this is exciting to ( Read more... )

I have lost that magic in language. Expression seems so vain to me when it sounds like it stutters. Beauty flows. It definitely shouldn't remind you of a wood chipper clouding your senses with obscenely loud noises ( Read more... )

Hi, I realize that you don't know me ( Read more... )

Sudden spurts of hate attack my itty bitty Will; what I have left to struggle for happiness ( Read more... )

There once was a little girl, Sue
Who woke up early to drink rose bud dew.
She danced with sun rays
Oh, on my happiest days.
Now that she's gone, I am blue.

( ...then I discovered the color Red and her sister Love too... )

I don't want to ever tell you I still look for you in the stars. I was just whispering little prayers to the stale air hoping you'd notice anyway.

Dear Strange Intoxication,

My dreams of you hurt. Please, stop seeping into them.

Yours truly,
L.

I feel so self conscious...

I feel but there's no one I want to listen...

I dreamt of him Monday night. I haven't been able to remember my recent dreams but this one is pretty vivid. I was walking down the street towards my apartment building when before reaching home a bird pooped on me. I was on the verge of turning upset, how dare this bird and how dare this life shit on me? But that's when he came. He was wearing a ( Read more... )

It's raining. It has been for the past three days but these gray, wet days have been welcoming matching my own damp emotions. They're heavy. I am constantly afraid of tomorrow now with a dark shadow behind every corner. I have bouts of crying but I don't think it has completely settled in yet.
R.I.P.
Jose Aurelio Osorio
9.24.07
8:45 P.M.I wanted ( Read more... )