I don't know that I have left the denial stage with regard to my mother's death. When I think about it all I feel is disbelief, as if my mind can't comprehend that she's gone. I constantly find myself driving home thinking I'd really like to call her and tell her about my day and then realizing I can't ( Read more... )

I appreciate my life and the relative luck I’ve had. I am lucky to be alive. I am lucky to have my family. I am lucky to have so many wonderful friends. Here comes the BUT ( Read more... )

I guess I only feel like posting something when my life is in a state of flux ( Read more... )

I totally just remembered livejournal - woohoo! The last time I posted anything was two years ago. I decided it's time for an update ( Read more... )

So...in case anyone is wondering what's going on in my life, I'll give you all an update ( Read more... )

I feel the need to express something, and for people to care about it. Does anyone else feel like life is good, but you want more? I'm finding that I know what I want out of life, although I'm not sure I can explain exactly what it is ( Read more... )

So here I am, I avoiding more homework. I hate math BTW. I am, however, excited that I figured out how to do some shit - impressive since I'm in an online class, AND it's math! Okay, really it's just crap that my bosse's 12 year old is learning in school while I'm learning it in college. Is this 12 year old in advanced classes you ask? No... I ( Read more... )

This is some freaky shit. I haven't posted anything here since exactly a year ago... I'm not even sure what possessed me to start using LJ again on this very day... that's creepy I must say ( Read more... )

Today was the beginning of my second week of the new job at Brown-Strauss Steel. I like it a lot so far, who knew commercial credit and accounts receivable could be so interesting! Okay so maybe it’s not THAT interesting, I’d still rather be doing something else in the journalism area, but I can wait. Maybe I’ll end up a freaking credit manager ( Read more... )

Why is it that I don't care about being tired at my crap job the evening before, but then start to care when I'm actually here? You'd think I would've learned that I hate this by now. My only saving grace is knowing that I don't really have to be that productive, seeing as how I'm halfway through my two weeks notice already. But since I've ( Read more... )