Sorry I fell off the face of the planet.  I have been ridiculously busy this semester ( Read more... )

I was standing in front of Demarest with Toni and Eric today and Kelly came and started moving out all of the things that belonged to the boy who killed himself.  When I saw them bring out his pillow, I don't know why it hit me so hard, but it was really upsetting.  I didn't even know him and I couldn't watch it ( Read more... )

today is the 2 month anniversary of nick's death.

i cried in support group training

i went to demarest.  daz didn't seem very happy to see me

Lexi and i took a few shots in honor of nick.  my mom told me to.

now I'm drunk.

I miss nick.

I MADE IT INTO VOORHEES CHOIR!!!!!!!!  The choral director said it was a shame I didn't audition 3 years ago and he doesn't often do this, but he told me I made it in before the results are even posted!  I can't believe I'm finally in a choir.  And it matches my voice.  Why did I waste 3 years auditioning for pop a' capella groups when I have a ( Read more... )

I took out the air conditioner in Lexi's room today because a squirrel was trying to get in on the side of it.  First, there was a dead mouse on the windowsill and I had to push it off and it was SOOO gross.  Second, the squirrel ATE OUR WINDOWSILL.  Or, at least, used it for its nest.  So now half of the wood on the windowsill is gone.  Which ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SKIPPY!

Well, I successfully managed to break down a door.  For anyone who doesn't know the layout of my apartment, there is a door into my apartment, a stairwell, and the door to outside at the bottom of the stairwell.  The door at the top, which leads into my apartment locks automatically.  Also, to get through the door to outside, you need a key.  I ( Read more... )

I just found out that Nick's benefit concert is Sunday September 24. The ONLY weekend day that I can't go. I have to be here all of that day training Support Group Leaders for NAMI. Then I have to go right from there to work.

Though...now that I think of it, I suppose I can take the night off from work and catch the second half of the show. It ( Read more... )

Lexi sprained her back.  DRIVING!  She is ok, but she is having trouble walking straight.  She's still home, but I can't wait for her to come home so I can make her pancakes to make her feel better ( Read more... )

Due to the large amount of responses to my update where I asked if anyone could drive me to and from my surgery, it appears as though I will be taking a taxi ( Read more... )